-the crown chakra and how it connects me to the feeling of universal divine energy
-sea salt,this new vegan chocolate flavor with sea salt and almonds and trying new things
-luxe life
-the amazing book i've been reading and how every time i go it,it zaps my vibration right up
-clearing limiting beliefs.
-water
-lemons
-sleep
-feeling back to normal
-my body being nice and sore from fitness and slim and deciding to not do any workout sessions today
-my beauty,and being more accepting of my unique looks and finding them to make me much better then average beauty
-new selfies of myself i love
-getting more ig followers and likes and comments,and seeing it is building up more
-comfort
-having things come to me last night,that i think is leading me to a breakthrough with clearing a certain limiting belief i was about to work on. very interesting how that came about. it was something that made me angry,but seemed to make sense,and i believe came about to aid me in clearing
-chakra music and thetas
-flowers
-my style
-my job the other day,and how confident it made me feel getting all the attention i was getting and being able to do unique things living that life again and feeling like a celebrity. i had a lot of males looking at me,and some jealous females too. the wardrobe styling from the job which was amazing and very well-done,and the person who booked me seeming to like me a lot. she also said i looked like a celeb i like,who is considered sexy by men which made me feel good since i have a lot in common with that celeb. the person who booked me also said i looked tall which made me feel good.i felt very attractive,and above average and it was so nice to get in that scene again. great hairstyling,creativity,and makeup,backdrops. it was so fun,and seeing a peek of what we were getting which looked amazing,and so great.i am so excited and pleased.
-realizing certain things are easier for me now then they used to be
-feeling in my bones i am far more attractive,and above average then i give myself credit for,and that i need to stop letting my subconscious doubt it,and remember what those who love me say such as certain ex and old best friend,that i'm a -----,i need to be confident and they say that whenever i've been insecure about all the things in life,and it's so true,because of what i do,i need to have that confidence in all areas of life.i am a unique person living a unique life that should make me more confident recieving things and going after things and not getting insecure about certain little things like guys,or being alone in places for a few minutes,etc,etc. few years ago,they said those things to me(still do,when it comes up) and people act like i'm crazy when i get insecure,but,finally,i'm starting to get it,and let in sink in,in new ways,and with the spiritual work i'm doing of clearing limiting beliefs,it is profound the changes that will come. a few years ago,i wanted certain things,and felt i should have them,but felt insecure,then i went through the ego phase of coming off confident and getting more used to things but having some doubts,and then i went into the super insecure confused phase,and i'm now finally coming out of that,and seeing myself as i really am. softening the ego,embracing the humble but exuding confidence,charisma like a celebrity,and a belief in myself that i can get anything i want in body,mind,spirit,enveloping that belief. i think i'm growing up! and,it feels so good.i'll miss that more innocent girl who had something special but couldn't see it fully and wondered why people took interest in her,and had desires.i'll miss that girl who started to come into herself more and had an ego,but questioned herself internally still. but,i'm loving the girl who embraces confidence,AND recieving,and knows herself,her worth,her value.
-flowers
-great quotes
-letting go of what others think and believing in myself
-releasing resistances
-rain,and how relaxing it is
-that it's been warm out
-finding vegan pizza crusts recently after i was tempted to buy a vegetarian frozen pizza but couldn't find a brand i liked that had no meat,then as i give up,i seen that,and took it as a sign from the universe telling me not to buy vegetarian pizza and peel off the cheese,but just make my own vegan pizza!
-taking an uber to my job the other day and how GREAT that it felt. the independence of doing that,as soon as i got in there,within a minute my mood quickly uplifted and i felt as excited as i would being headed to a night out. it reminded me of my desires,and what's important to me. change is invigorating. challenging yourself and progressing yourself is thrilling. one small action that is normal and mundane to others,did a lot for me.
-feeling more calm and safe in my apartment again
-having empathy and kindness for others
-flip flops
-ordering new lingerie from shop i like
-awesome articles i come across online
-carrot juice
-inspiration
-little good things;finding out E didn't go to a certain thing this weekend that is how we met two years ago. it's been two years now. i thought for sure he was going,as he had texted me something about it back in march when he was trying to talk to me more,but i guess he decided not to go. i ended up making a little vague blog about how we met this weekend too
-how great of a writer i am and how poetic i am
-that ex A texted me while in mexico and how funny he is;i love him despite what he's done and being a player. he's a crazy guy who did drugs back when he was younger,was in jail and all kinds of crazy stories and is one of the craziest people i know,so i'm just happy for him for being such a positive person and in a good place in life and always seeing something to me.i remind myself of this when he does things to tick me off. i don't know why the mysterious calls this year every time he suspects i'm dating someone or why he's acting like he wants me to be his but then blocks me in other ways. it's very odd. he's not ever been like this before and i straight up told him last night,my intentions since we ended have only ever been to know him and keep in touch
-the excitement of possibilities
-my flexibility and being able to do stretches like wheel pose and frog splits
-the newness coming to me
-how amazing it is going to get
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