Fatigue slowly lifting. For days now when trying meditation Im just falling asleep. Trying to raise energy doing NEWS and within less than a minute my mind goes blank and I forget which chakra I was doing so decide to go to sleep. Saturday afternoon just lay down and slept.
I'm always finding another reason for this, work, hay fever, heavy lifting, gardening.
I think it's time I just accepted that some of this may be due to energetic change within the body.
I read this is expected.
Last night before sleeping I wondered if I was about ready to get back to news and meditation without falling asleep and eventually try for an experience of any sort.
Woke up to a lovely lullaby being gently spoken.
Something like " fly high my baby, like a bird in the sky".
5am.
Back to sleep.
Woke up to a voice like mine as if announcing with urgency.

" Susan, I've heard there's going to be a death this month. Could it be a baby?"

This unsettled me because my son's girlfriend is expecting a baby next month but the medics think it will come anytime now. There were health issues at the beginning of the pregnancy.
This was heard so clearly.
More time I've had to think of this I realise that everything I've picked up has been a riddle that needs working out. This makes it more genuine . Effort has to be put in to working out the meaning.
My speeding fine, why children were inside a hearse, thunderbirds are go.
They come in hints. This was a statement that upset me but I don't think it was meant the way I took it.