Learning to become self-aware

[newfreedom]

Time: 11.15 am ish

So i am breaking down with the stress of my issues impacting apon me, when i notice through my window a female chaffinch land in the tree. I feel supported

This 'breaks' my impending fall in to overly-deep-breakdown.... and so i don't

Who'd of thought that 'crying without end' would ever be the prefered method of coping what cannot be coped with.

i have to be so careful not to fall into that cycle...

when i got up to take a closer look at the birds through my window, on our lawn was 2 female chaffinches & one male. A few seconds later a blue tit flew into our biggest tree.

It seems like a few years since i last remember seeing chaffinches in the garden xxx

Finches
Energy amplification, new experiences, more active life with increase in potentials, aids in recognizing the spiritual and physical aspects of all things, helps you recognize your own voice, sporadic and tenacity and the ability to be quick and observant. Finch teaches to awaken to your surroundings and aids in the connections to family.

[newfreedom]

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I was on the AD site a couple of days ago, browsing through written material offered here & i gained some understandings.

• The best advice for myself right now is 'PRACTICE'
• My GOAL is to keep my 'MOOD UPBEAT'

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Understandings

i experienced 'keeping completely still' so as to remain SAFE

The Sim Synchronistic connection / symbol was a Woodpigeon.

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1 pm ish:

I am veiwing a picture of Hilter on the yahoo home page & i am given a feeling sense / vision of (myself ?) stabbing myself in the forehead makes holes in my head making it look like a colander. I explore the vision & am shown i am using a pen to stab the holes into my forehead.

So - an image of 'Stabbing myself in the forehead with a pen when looking at Hitler'.
...interesting

An aside note:
My son studied Hitler as a part of his University course in History

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Every body is Kung fu fighting
Kung fu fighting (lyrics) - Cee Lo Green

No Bravery - james Blunt (lyrics)

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Date: 3/01/16

Time: 10 am ish - Bird Sim support:

• 5 starlings
• 2 jackdaws on the telephone wires, that across above our garden.

Helps to bring balance & stability to emotional response
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Word Pattern - Trapped-in a-House with morons
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Time:1.30pm ish
Word Pattern -It's Distressing
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Time: 5.15 pm ish

• Word 'tick' - kill me
• sim sync - police siren could be heard coming through the open window from outside
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ADDED NOTE :
Date:approx. 9/01/16

• Most important Help word for me from my spiritual guidance was the word 'Open'

[newfreedom]

• Word Pattern: Come closer

- brings forth the visual memory of the 'childcatcher' - Chitty, Chitty Bang, Bang.

Time: 7.20pm
i spoke quietly to myself the words ' i am stuck on this island without any Love or admission of Guilt' - this 'stopped me in my Tracks' as i examined the 'meanings of what had just been spoken.

It broke the 'Distress' pattern i was 'rolling' in
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Time: 8pm

• Word Pattern: stupid people

Time: 8.20 pm

• WP - i'm FED-UP being ill
• WP - i enjoy Learning

Time: 8.30 pm

• WP- it's annoying, i can't find my WAY out'
• WP - i'm stressing
• WP - i'm getting irritated now
• WP - Help me - causes me to see a visual of me getting 'headbutted !'

[newfreedom]

Time: 6.45am:

So i am about to launch into another endless cycle of physical crying, triggered by 'something' that i can't remember now, my mouth opens wide & my head tips back to begin the ENDLESS release, WHEN a subtle energy pill in thrown into my mouth & i see the film scene from Scary movie 2 where the priest throws a pill into the possessed girl's mouth. (at 54 secs.into the video)


THIS CUTS / BREAKS THE GRIEF CYCLE, PREVENTS IT BEING STARTED

- i donot cry, but instead come here to write it up.

I have experienced a subtle energetic pill being popped into my mouth previously too.

BIG Thanks ..... xxx


Time: 9.50 am

Experience

• Input sim visual: a seagull soaring through the sky
• Spoken words recieved: birds fly at night & birds fly in the day

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Time: 10.30am
WP: Help me out
WP: But what happens if it gets out

[Dreamweaver]

A Shamanic author you and others may be interested in: Don Miguel Ruiz - The Four Agreements, the Fifth Agreement, the Toltec Art of Life and Death

[newfreedom]

A Shamanic author you and others may be interested in: Don Miguel Ruiz - The Four Agreements, the Fifth Agreement, the Toltec Art of Life and Death

Ok Dreamweaver, Thankyou.

i'll have a look at these shortly, much appreciated xxxx

[newfreedom]

Date: 5/01/16

Time: 12. 10 midnight

i am sorting my Bedroom AGAIN.

it is amazing .... really 'mind-Boogling'.... ~~

Changes:

• Moving funiture
• moving 'rubbish' - with intention of 'finding a Home for it'
• Putting cleaning chemicals on work surfaces
• pets spaces changing with-in our shared space - i share my bedroom space with our Dog (male) & our adopted ferret (female)
• having a candle lit, having incense lit, more or less continuously (every time i notice it has gone out)

i find my copy of Astral dynamics. i hug it with appreciation. xx

interestingly it has a small round yin/yang sticker to the top, left of the cover picture

on the first page is written in pencil, the price - £13.50

Some pages have been marked / corner of page turned over :

• PAGE 200
• PAGE 203
• PAGE 211
• PAGE 135 (a larger fold)
• page 431 (has a 'nick' in the top, most likely done by accident /or magic !)

[newfreedom]

I haven't been on this forum for a while and only noticed this post today. Telepathy with animals is perfectly possible. But if you are not on exactly the same "wavelength", but not far off, then you will experience what happened to you. If you practise regularly with your dog, there is no reason why you should not be able to "decode" a message package.

Pet-caretaker telepathy is actually quite common, with dogs actually better at reading our minds than the other way round. Have you read "Dogs that Know when their Owners are Coming Home" by Rupert Sheldrake? You can read a description and some reviews of the book here: http://www.amazon.com/Dogs-That-Thei.../dp/0307885968

Hi LPCF,
No, i haven't read 'Dogs that Know when their Owners are Coming Home" by Rupert Sheldrake', but early on in my reading years (from 1994 onwards) i came across a beautiful book called 'What the animals tell me'- Sonya Fitzpatrick (a real life Dr. Doolittle)

[newfreedom]

Date: 19/01/16

• cut on tip of middle finger, left Hand
• the usual gum & teeth agony
• constipation
• diarrhea & belly cramps
• the usual odema in feet, ankles, legs causing agony
• cold symptoms - running nose, chest cough
• Heart palpatations
• clumpsiness / dropping of items / objects from hands (hand looses it's grip & item falls to the ground)
• limb weakness
• vertigo
• forgetfulness
• short term memory loss
• confusion
• irritability
• an energetic throbbing inside ears
• lower wind
• 21/01/16 - 2 x shards of glass in my rt. foot
• cut knuckle of L hand little finger

[newfreedom]

Date: 6/02/16

i had only been asleep for an hour or so,when i woke to what felt like something moving on my bed around by my feet. i had to fully wake myself & sit up & check with my vision to ensure there was nothing physical causing this sensation.

i was quite surprised to find nothing there, the movement was so strong, i thought perhaps one of our pets had gotten into my bedroom.

I tried to 'tune-in' to any subtle energy i was still experiencing & there was some & it was quite strong & swirly with some motion around my leg area.

Possible causes

• my deceased pets romping around my feet/ legs on the bed
• energetic vibrations from recently re-entering my body after 'being out'

Notes

• the energy sensation movements appeared to be connected to similar types of energy i have experienced before
• it felt more like the OBE energy vibrations as opposed to subtle healing energies
• i was also slightly spooked by this experience, which usually i am not, i kept expecting to 'see' something jump out at me (this might be caused by too much T.V. watching)