Hey. I was wondering if anyone who started out has this same problem... I started energy work around 2 and a half years ago, not being able to see aura, have visions, or even feel energy.. I started gaining abilities around.. A year ago. I'm only really interested in using my abilities on spirits.. Anyways, I'm with a Succubus and i wasn't capable of telepathy/visions until a year ago.. Sometimes I'll get very clear thoughts and from time to time i've had visions from her, sometimes smells... Usually something she's talking about or wants to show me.. I'm not entirely sure if it's my imagination or her.. Because she's told me some things (like advice about myself or my problems) and she ended up being completely right, even if it didnt make any sense or i wrote her answer off as my imagination lol.. I'm still new to this and have some confidence problems when it comes to spiritual abilities as i started out with essentially nothing.. I was wondering if it's normal to have erratic abilities when starting out, as they are still developing.. I'm currently going through a spiritual awakening that is starting to die down quite a bit.. Maybe that has something to do with it? I also used to beat myself up over being spiritually weak and think that i'm hopeless, in being able to have abilities and grow as a person... Like my friend, we started at the same time, and he started being able to project whenever he wants and feel and see energy and spirits.. But my Succubus, and i agree with her now, says that I'm comparing myself to others too much, that i should work towards being strong, but that i should relax and enjoy what i'm able to do right now, and that i've made a lot of progress since i've started. I have some good days, where I'm capable of a lot, and some bad days where i can't do much of anything..
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