-these donuts given to me yesterday
-coffee
-getting pizza slices bought for me. there was 4 huge slices. that is enough for a few days
-meditation.i have found in the little intervals i started doing a day or two ago,that my mind is overall more calmer
-keeping my beliefs and desires to myself and how much more powerful it makes me feel,and how i feel it heals my perceptions and prevents me from complaining quite so much! i love it.i may be quieter for it,but it's nice. i wonder now if this was the side by side key to meditation this whole time for years,to make meditation more powerful since when i first started meditating,and learning of loa,i was following that more,too.
-that i did a driving lesson and drove 40mph on a busy streets along the forest preserves. wow. me doing that. it was very mood uplifting to realize i did that.i was very nervous for most of the time but by the end,it felt kind of easy.
-the amazing moisturizer i got from whole foods last week. i love it. it smells like candy and is super moisturizing. that lady who suggested it at whole foods was right!
-feeling a sense of power i haven't felt in some time.i think it's the embracing silence and being given the reset.i still feel super sad,and in shock at times,but then there's this secretly powerful feeling within that is coming more and more where it's like my intuition is activated and life's truths are hitting me with no doubts in my mind at all
-meditating for a minute by the water.i appreciated the views while driving so much i wanted to get out for a minute
-manifesting more serendipity. again,back to my roots. serendipity i loved when i first started getting a lot of it when broken open and discovering meditation then loa during my spiritual awakening. today,i seen a car that was the car my best friend had for years(same color,make,etc)and then right to the other side,it was the car he had gotten after that(same color,make,etc). I was so quietly intrigued i found myself peering at the car logos(i'm not a big car person) to be sure that wait,is that the same cars he had? And,they were!
-that freaky feeling when analyzing life's events,that life seriously feels like a sequence of dreams!
-how cute the cat is when he puts his paw on me as if to tell me something
-sleep. i am really appreciating it lately
-getting the dishes done yesterday.i really wanted if nothing else for that to get done,and it did.
-imagining throughout the day what i want,with as little pressure as possible,and doing it intuitively
-the laptop im using
-my phone
-that i feel at least a little more relaxed and less rushed about getting my whole life together asap.
-healing shifts in my thinking about things,and ways to think new
-that now my life will become a lot about meditation,yoga,and i will be someone who knows how to drive
-my mom coming by and going for a short walk and realizing wow,this neighborhood is so freaking beautiful. the colors of the night sky were just perfect. it was a warm spring night,and it made my heart ecstatic but was bittersweet knowing i'd only be here for one more month,unless a miracle happens.i worked so hard to get out of where i was for years,and now have to go back,and I know that's not right and is an injustice against me,but I know I will get what I want again. I just know it. The universe seems to support this,and it seems intuitively as if all of this is just a test,perhaps something to help me finally reset
-remembering to keep affirming life is easy,since for years life has seemed so hard. i'm ready for easier life lessons now,for life to become easier.
-savoring the beauty of things more like the weather. how is it when pain is deep,gratitude for things becomes so much easier?
-forums like this and loa forum i'm on
-getting a little more focused in on,it's time for me to go and get the liscense.