Last night dream I only remember the content feeling ...I had to make protection over me again, my heart was rushing because of strong alien energies what I am not familar with intruding my space....I remember me saying...if all is ruined I just hope my son get help...I accept ...it was not like me sacrificing me for benefit to my son...but that I am aware of someting what my son is not...and therefore he must be helped if there is only one to be saved/helped...I choose my son to be saved/helped...