Spiritual visions are in heaven, voices are in hell... seeing and hearing. that's what i found out when i left the real world to take meds...
heaven and hell are the same mind except heaven has all the money and the demons in hell are literally slaves that way. so psychic visions and voices can be though of as the life beyond normal earth.
well, so i find it.

i'm just saying, i identify with your story it looks/sounds like you made it out of that poor place (earth). heaven is still under construction! everyone's using technology and crystals etc to clear some old stigmata especially homophobia and such judgement... aloha!