Singing this morning as I was wakening up.
The tune resembled the Australian soap on tv 'Neighbours'.

" Love Yourself And Your Neighbours".

Then I heard the words spoken,

" ...Your Only Doing What We Asked You To Do."


I felt grateful once again for this and it was much needed as recently I've been struggling to find a happy peaceful state of mind. The motivation just isn't there to do energy work and I feel dssapointed with myself for not controlling my thoughts and not doing the energy work on the body. Years have gone by where most of the time I've practiced daily. Just cannt see the point just now.
Had been doing concentration exercises using the 3 D pictures encouraging the right side of the brain to work with the left side. I can now see them within 4-5 seconds but had to stop as I went a few days of sharp pin prick pains in the right side of the head. Its stopped now.
I'm trying to grow plants here but everything is getting diseased.I just cannt find anything here that is lovely to admire.

So, " Love Yourself And Your Neighbours"
Obviously how dissapointed I am with myself covers the first part.

Your Neighbours.
Yesterday we had strolled over to the beach where there were organised marathons taking place. These were the locals to the village we now live in. I enjoyed watching people smiling, laughing , clapping, encouraging their children on. Boy Scouts wearing their uniform. I saw them as a community with their families having a fun day. This is so different to when I walk up the street here, Everything is so male dominated. Men dressed in dark clothes sitting on old metal chairs on the pavement filling the cafes just watching the world go by. Mopeds by the thousands filling the air with petrol fumes.
I'm too strong to feel dominated by men. I just want to grab the women and force them to sit down and take up all the chairs.
However every single person has been so respectful and polite and gentle.

Interesting the " WE " I know I'm here to see people for who they truly are and not to judge them by their religion. This has been documented in the journal for the last couple of years when I was advised to see them by their aura and the clairvoyant vision of a baby wearing a hijab.
So 'WE'? Would love to know the WE.