GRATITUDE LIST

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-water
-cleaning and reorganizing
-crying and releasing
-telling J how i feel finally and him calling me and leaving me a voicemail from work
-m surprising me by paying my rent for december when she came with me to sign my lease which will finally give me the reset i need to start paying my rent on time and build my savings
-getting approved for a loan, though i'm not sure it's what i really wanted and i havent told anyone i got it, i think it'll help too
-sleep
-m from new york calming down and chatting on the phone today
-that i get to get my lips reinjected tomorrow
-buying myself the givenchy teddy bear i wanted for a gift for myself
-ativan
-music
-having a new phone
-calmness
-nicer weather yesterday and today
-yoga
-my work references
-physical exercise
-pillows
-my rose quartz heart
-compliments
-not eating dinner for about 3 days in a row
-appreciation
-pictures
-learning
-cleansing and renewing
-newness
-prayer
-having nice hair
-setting intentions
-having support

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-accepting the holiday spirit
-being back together with my boyfriend
-my black givenchy teddy bear
-getting a manicure and pedicure yesterday spontaneously and going for edgy black finger nails
-my fila milano hoodie
-the nederland patch J got me from europe
-lip injections
-new ideas
-my sense of style
-J accepting my beauty as it is, flaws and all
-M taking me for breakfast today
-my andalou organics orange flavored lip balm. it's so super moisturizing.
-getting more of those beautiful chic rose velvet hangers in the mail so i can finish my closet
-getting a partial refund on the dresser that was having problems
-peace
-orange juice
-having beautiful hair
-my weight going down
-my chic grey coat my friend from nyc sent me
-cuteness
-my money being good
-paying a big chunk to my saks balance
-putting aside half my rent so far for january in my savings
-all my pretty and beautiful things in my apartment
-cats
-being smart
-my phone
-the heart shaped spoons i got in the mail
-confirming more jobs for december
-roses
-my little rosemary tree
-blankets
-my rose quartz heart
-J leaving a lot of leftovers at my house the other night
-nightskies
-my living room being clean
-sleep
-prayer
-music
-entertainment
-calmness

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-vegan food
-sunshine
-trees
-creativity
-my medications
-fillers
-lip injections
-coffee
-my retinol serum
-my new stella mccartney sneakers that arrived yesterday
-taking things one day at a time
-being back together with J
-strawberry fruit chews
-blankets
-slippers
-sleep
-getting packages in the mail
-cats
-hope
-kindness
-knowing i can change my reality
-stretches
-my black givenchy bear
-my pink rose gold velvet hangers
-yoga
-my lip scrub

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-sleep
-being given money
-losing weight
-lip injections
-going for a nice walk today and appreciating how stylish and high end my style was
-having l cat here
-sir kensington's chipotle mayo
-M(m's husband) picking me up and taking me to see the cats and pick up l, and stop at grocery store
-my money being ok
-technology
-soda pop
-stretching
-cleaning and organizing and decluttering
-my new stella mcartney adidas shoes
-clorox wipes
-getting some beauty products in the mail i'm excited about
-flowers
-sunshine
-trees
-being told by m he got me presents for christmas
-making more money in november then i did in october
-being told there will be a lot of work in january
-appreciation
-water
-ativan
-my antidepressant
-smiling
-pictures
-sweets
-vegan food
-prayer
-journaling the other night
-compliments
-having a huge chunk of my saks bill paid off recently
-fashion and style

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-soda pop
-getting a ride to work today and getting a lot done
-slippers
-the feeling of a breeze/fresh air hitting my body
-candy
-me and J being back together
-J getting getting rid of the rest of the likes today
-blankets
-hoodies
-sleep
-cuteness
-all my cats
-going for walks
-techology
-ice cold water
-makeup
-having great style
-my new black leggings with the vertical line that goes down them
-technology
-my phone
-appreciation
-thinking positive
-great pictures of me
-my mocha/vanilla almond milk latte i get on some days
-my thoughtfulness
-my large heart rose quartz
-today being a day of ease
-taking life one day at a time
-reflection
-my retinol in squalane serum i use
-being smart
-meeting friendly people
-peace
-having nice eyes
-manifesting my heart's desires
-being a considerate person
-shopping
-creativity
-beauty
-colors
-nightskies
-seeing my feral cats
-my coat that my from new york sent me
-being beautiful
-my lip scrub
-my talents
-nice packaging
-going for walks
-finishing cleaning the balcony blinds
-fillers
-mobile editing apps
-the cool things i've done in life

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-art
-creativity
-that i'm going to be ok
-drinking my aloe vera mixed with water supplement
-using my jade face roller today
-ativan
-coffee
-showers
-that me and J are still together
-acceptance
-black leggings
-fashion
-beauty
-sleep
-innovation
-slippers
-that J is giving me $100 tommorow
-M helping me with my errands today
-M in nyc's gift has shipped
-having a baby face
-my lip scrub
-my sense of style
-working on cleaning and organizing my living room storage closet
-my eyes
-being friendly
-hot guys
-my ysl wallet
-nice packaging
-softness
-feeling more momentum towards some goals
-being productive
-feeling optimistic today
-soda pop
-cuteness
-flowers
-my popsocket
-my michael kors coat m from nyc sent me
-edginess and having fun playing with that in terms of style and things i like
-learning
-expanding as a person
-prayer
-setting intentions
-nightskies
-seeing my saks balance get lower and lower with more speed
-being able to pay another bill today

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-M's husband getting me a cactus flowering christmas plant
-M's husband caulking the grout in my bathroom and how nice it looks and fixing a drawer in my old dresser,and a tile on bathroom floor
-waking up feeling cozy and peaceful
-the litter heater in my room
-nice weather today
-remembering all my accomplishments and the cool things i've done and my talents
-water
-showers
-my pillows
-shopping
-having money
-having a boyfriend
-getting some presents for the animals in my life
-the lip peel i bought and how amazing it is
-reassurances
-thinking positive
-my michael kors coat
-fashion
-entertainment
-my pillows
-inspiration
-black leggings
-physical exercise
-my medications
-cozy socks and slippers
-my givenchy bear
-beauty
-kindness
-learning
-new experience
-my black fingernail polished manicured hands
-getting things cleaned and organized and decluttered
-trees
-having a place to live
-art
-brushing and styling my hair
-touch
-pictures
-colors
-setting intentions
-prayer
-affirmations
-deep cleansing breaths
-compliments
-healing
-progressing as a person

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-my boyfriend
-feeling peaceful
-moving & heartfelt moments
-happiness
-vegan food
-that i've been challenging myself to walk to the store when it's dark out and it's become consistent
-feeling high end and accomplished
-shopping
-fashion
-awesome lip products that make my lips look and feel good
-warmth
-having work with a new agency tommorow
-compliments
-my beauty
-clarity
-cuteness
-water
-showers
-black leggings
-hoodies
-pillows
-motivation
-glamour
-newness
-blankets
-cozy feelings
-kindness
-happy news stories
-animal lovers and heroes to animals
-humor
-laughter
-getting a gift for my dad
-getting a gift for my boyfriend
-my medications
-the key lime cream rum i have in my fridge
-fun
-my saint laurent wallet
-prayer
-setting intentions
-affirmations
-love
-my large heart rose quartz
-taste
-ideas
-creation
-finding old writings of mine the other day and getting inspired
-being unique

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-confirming a lot of jobs for january
-my boyfriend
-being smart
-feeling inspired and confident
-having an easy day at work and finding out stuff about my ex-including that he really is no longer living in my city, which at least now i know
-being social and conversing with others
-being good a my job
-having model looks
-being cute
-ice cold water
-considerate people
-cuteness
-my grey coat
-buying some gifts for my boyfriend for the holiday
-getting some gifts for the cats in my life for the holiday
-colors
-entertainment
-my beauty
-how much i've grown as a person and will grow as a person
-being strong
-yoga
-becoming more flexible
-making and having goals
-setting intentions
-the breeze from leaving the balcony door open a bit
-shopping
-reflection
-connectedness
-smiling
-my child-like side
-buying some chic new yoga pants i wanted
-being productive
-my prada socks
-having great hair
-working on figuring out my problems
-decorations
-appreciation
-makeup
-art
-creativity
-blankets
-my phone
-my laptop
-the opportunities i've been given

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-entertainment
-inspiration
-skipping dinner today
-trolling my friend M and getting him a pusheen cat that arrived today after him saying he was never speaking to me if i sent him something that was a stuffed animal cat because he keeps dreaming of cats because of me. it was so funny.
-compliments
-kindness
-getting another gift for my boyfriend today
-fashion
-being productive
-coffee
-my medications
-doing some reading
-my confidence growing
-my flexibility increasing
-being smart
-yoga
-my thoughtfulness
-hoodies
-my mom's problem working out and resolving itself
-feeling peaceful
-my givenchy teddy bear
-having goals
-cuteness
-beauty
-blankets
-the internet
-reflection
-being high end
-having beautiful eyes
-looking young
-having great hair
-colors
-trees
-flowers
-my balcony window
-pleasant memories
-cleaning, decluttering, reorganizing
-good deals
-having great cheekbones
-losing weight
-my talents
-being able to pay my bills
-water
-my phone
-healthy digestion
-deep cleansing breaths
-great design
-happy news stories
-growing as a person
-adding new things to my accomplishment book
-working on a word search
-smiling
-having nice lips
-shopping
-pictures
-my creativity