GRATITUDE LIST

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-getting paid today
-having a good day
-sunshine
-cotton candy
-not eating dinner yesterday
-that M from NYC is getting me gifts
-trying the impossible burger today from burger king
-M's husband giving me $50 and letting me tag along with his errands today
-seeing my feral cats today
-being stylish and high end
-seeing M's nephew and his mom and them being nice to me and peace between me and them
-going to the vet with M's mom for her birds and that experience of hanging with the birds
-kindness
-being invited for christmas to M's mom's house
-my phone
-having goals
-my stacked skincare lip peel
-yoga
-getting my coco chanel logo in ativan pills art print in the mail today
-beauty
-inspiration
-movies
-blankets
-naps
-peace
-not stressing
-having a great chest
-ibuprofen
-doing some reading
-being productive
-confirming a job today
-having goals
-opportunities
-ideas
-reflection
-positive animal stories
-having great cheekbones
-looking like a model
-others considering me attractive
-my balcony door

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-being home
-my feral cats
-being productive
-cuteness
-collagen water
-becoming more mature
-sleep
-my new pusheen purse
-my beautiful christmas bouquet with gold ornaments and pine
-lip injections
-coffee
-lip scrub and lip peel i've been using and how amazing my lips have been looking since
-my gray michael kors coat
-having a boyfriend
-my cozy green adidas track pants i'm wearing
-confirming a bunch of jobs today
-being a little bit in the seasonal spirit this year
-getting my gucci package today
-sunshine
-my face slimming out
-compliments
-my body slimming out and feeling more body confident
-stretches
-vegan burgers
-water
-smiling
-being authentic
-entertainment
-being stylish
-having a beautiful face
-skincare treatments
-my rose quartz heart
-my phone
-being considered attractive
-looking like a model
-blankets
-my balcony door
-my new rilakkuma hamper
-reading and learning
-newness
-ideas
-peace
-people getting along
-reflection
-reassurances
-ativan
-deep cleansing breaths
-being talented
-hyaluronic acid
-having beautiful eyes
-having great cheekbones
-having slim arms
-my child-like side
-people thinking i look and sound and seem much younger then my real age, even under the age of 18 at times
-positive animal stories
-my new rilakumma hamper
-calmness
-luxury
-goals
-kindness
-that one of my agencies is going to start paying every two weeks instead of once a month and is even giving us a bonus for opting into that before it's required
-my talents
-my creativity
-getting gifts
-giving gifts
-candy
-being healthy
-paying a bill today
-allowing myself to grow as a person

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-incredible weather today
-sunshine
-water
-vegan food
-exchanging gifts with my boyfriend yesterday
-aloe vera
-getting holiday gifts
-the gifts i bought myself
-the gifts i bought others
-sunshine
-spiritual tools i can use
-coffee
-cuteness
-going to breakfast with m's husband yesterday
-my givenchy t-shirt
-my express leggings with the vertical line going down them
-my ysl wallet
-entertainment
-goals
-making efforts
-trying to stay in the moment
-my balcony window
-inspiration
-my style and taste in things
-beauty
-flowers
-my weight going down and my face slimming out
-my stacked skincare lip peel
-being considerate
-rest
-sleep
-reflection
-text messages
-lip injections
-being productive
-having great cheekbones
-ideas
-embracing change
-taking things one thing at a time
-spending more time with my feral cats last week
-makeup
-having beautiful eyes
-great ideas
-creativity
-support from others
-my strength
-tackling on challenges
-solutions
-reading and learning
-cleaning and decluttering
-trying to live a heart centered life
-m from nyc taking care of the email domain phone call for me
-comfortable cozy socks

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-getting my discover card fixed and no longer negative
-physical exercise
-feeling thinner
-relaxing and having faith
-drinking my berry antioxidant detox drink
-water
-cats
-being productive
-getting my tablet to work and having fun with that
-going grocery shopping
-sleep
-stretches
-calming down after a breakdown
-my medications
-showers
-reading and learning
-positive news stories
-reflecting on life moments and memories
-alcohol samples
-heart's desires
-having an artist's eye
-compliments
-winning a dispute with food delivery app and sending it to my bank
-newness
-decluttering, cleaning, reorganizing
-my beautiful christmas flowers
-looking so young
-having great taste
-my eyes
-band-aids
-the smell of roses
-my beauty
-finding a solution to my worry of transferring my rent from my savings to my main checking
-surrender
-peace
-my new rose water shampoo
-smiling
-having great cheekbones
-my face slimming out
-my stomach being flat today
-leg warmers
-my phone
-the little heater in my house
-my balcony window

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-goals
-cotton candy
-doing it. buying the burberry joggers from my saks account
-beauty in the destruction from the reconstruction
-going out for breakfast with m's husband this morning
-fashion
-my style
-compliments
-M's wife taking me with her to the vitamin shoppe and startbucks yesterday
-L cat staying with me for a few days and how beautiful she is and nice to hug and hold
-compliments
-M's husband having fixed my frame
-art
-my supertoner with several acids in it that i just bought a full size bottle of
-my bed
-my pusheen cat purse
-my reimbursements coming in today
-manifesting my dreams coming true
-my red plaid slippers
-my beauty
-flowers
-the snow melting
-seeing my feral cats today
-my ideas
-my bed
-my phone
-the strawberry fruit chews i've been eating lately
-creativity
-innovation
-shopping
-candy
-lip injections
-my stacked skincare lip peel
-yoga
-coffee
-water
-my medications
-reorganizing, cleaning and decluttering
-all the free calendars i always get
-having a lot of jobs this weekend
-a bright sunny day today
-prayer
-getting my hyaluronic acid last night
-beauty
-the internet
-things working out
-my gucci sunglasses
-pictures
-my balcony window

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-nutella
-peanut butter cookies
-water
-having thick gorgeous hair
-burger king impossible burger
-my now ex boyfriend giving me money yesterday
-breaking up with my boyfriend after the last straw of what was last night and now being single and happy about it
-my now ex boyfriend coming to some senses and sending an apology text today
-the change i got to keep from my now ex boyfriend giving me money and calling me a cab last night
-fashion
-when i'm able to take an extra dose of my ativan which is my old dose and how much calmer i feel and normal
-sleep
-having the motivation to finally finish up an article i was working on for months and publishing it tonight
-M's husband bringing me to work today and getting done what i had to get done
-the free stuff i get from work
-wearing my jaguar necklace today. hadn't worn jewelry in awhile but decided to love myself a little by adorning myself
-M's husband sharing something cute and touching with me today. He said he does his praying sometimes with T cat(mom cat). When she's being petted by him and on his lap and they have their little ritual of her hanging on him for cuddles. what a sacred way to bond!
-this new beauty product hydrating gel i started using that i've had for awhile that makes my skin look amazing
-my vertical lined black leggings. so chic.
-face rollers
-pictures
-entertainment
-humor
-getting laundry done today and taking out the trash
-smiling
-the smell of roses
-taking things one thing at a time
-my gray michael kors coat ive been wearing all season
-appreciation
-getting a lot more social media notice lately for months now for some reason
-getting my bedroom bed cleared up finally and made
-newness
-my beauty
-feeling inspired
-learning
-being kind
-wearing the vintage balenciaga sweater i got
-adding more then a $1 to my savings account today
-physical exercise
-cool things that animals do

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-friendly people
-looking the same as i did in 8th grade
-entertainment
-self-awareness
-handling the J breakup pretty well
-shopping
-getting paid today
-the dispute going in my favor credit going back to my account
-standing up for myself
-beauty
-water
-donating to an animal charity that seemed good
-finding an austrailia wildfires charity to donate to
-the beautiful things i own
-prayer
-having thick healthy hair
-makeup
-physical exercise
-inspiration
-sleep
-empathy for others
-ativan
-my style
-how much m and her husband help me
-almond milk lattes
-felines
-brushing my hair
-colors
-peanut butter cookies
-nutella
-my laptop
-making people happy
-cuteness
-flowers
-my room being so much more organized then a few weeks ago
-relaxation
-my phone
-my hydrating jelly by clinique i've been using
-great design
-deep cleansing breaths
-face massage
-smiling
-newness
-having a lot of work this weekend
-stretching

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-vegan food
-soda pop
-getting my burberry sweats in the mail and how beautiful they are
-making over $1000 this weekend
-being flirted with a lot today
-sleep
-beautiful things
-honoring my feelings
-having great cleavage
-water
-having thick gorgeous hair
-sportsbras
-fashion
-wearing my david yurman bracelet today
-black leggings
-being stylish
-my hydrating jelly by clinique i've been using
-the sun coming out today
-smiling
-entertainment
-having a nice apartment
-having a caring heart
-feeling more peaceful since letting go of my toxic nyc friend
-prayer
-reading
-positivity
-getting a little excited again
-almond milk lattes
-comfort
-believing in good
-being smart
-newness
-ideas
-the internet
-M and her husband for helping me
-the gifts my now ex boyfriend got me for christmas
-being patient with myself
-having beautiful eyes
-music
-stretching
-my phone
-apricot oil
-being a woman
-warmth
-coming back to myself again

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-finally getting the floor of my room cleaned and organized
-rest
-new ideas
-hoodies
-getting a brother gift that i sent him. he once mentioned how good chocolate oranges were back when when we kids, this was a few years ago and so i sent him a few from one of the candy shops i order from
-water
-ativan
-soda pop
-coffee
-forcing myself to go outside for a walk before it got too late
-having nice hair
-buying myself some fendi socks that i thought were so chic
-going ahead and ordering a replacing saks card. yeah, it was my big goal to pay it off that was taking forever and i hadnt used it and it was cut up, but i'm changing directions a little in how i am planing to master my finances and with how some things happened these last few months, i feel like a change in plans was needed with that goal
-looking young
-doing 100 wide set squats(the ones that work the hips a little more)
-vegan food
-cute animal new stories
-seeing people raise awareness and donating to animal causes and the austrailia wildfires
-getting the toner i liked a lot in the mail
-the clinique hydrating gel i've been using
-compliments and support from others
-being productive
-talking to m from nyc and and squashing a smidge of the bad blood between us
-having nice lips
-doing positive things for myself
-smiling
-having nice cheekbones
-being able to live in an apartment by myself
-cuteness
-blankets
-feeling positive and action oriented to make strides and move forward
-being a zen type person
-doing a little reading
-drinking my collagen water today
-having goals
-pinterest
-prayer
-love
-reflection
-taking things one thing at a time

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-making the best of a day that started off on the wrong foot
-showers
-finishing my recaps
-having a lot of work this month
-getting a reimbursement sent for the next few jobs and some of my past jobs
-hot guys
-deciding to block the nyc friend on ig after getting vibes i didnt like
-spices
-my ex texting me to tell me he wrote me a letter and asking for my zipcode and saying he was ok with being acquaintances when i texted him today and asked him
-face rollers
-kindness
-coffee
-taking supplements and vitamins
-having sweetness and innocence in my face
-doing laundry today
-candy
-medications
-talking to someone on a social media site i'm on who invited me to a concert these last few days
-style
-water
-my phone
-self forgiveness
-my brother liking the gift i sent him
-a friend i hadnt spoken to in a few months reaching out to me today
-having nice hair
-compliments
-leg warmers
-thinking positive
-blankets
-yoga
-deep stretches
-deep cleansing breaths
-prayer
-setting positive intentions
-caring people
-cute animal stories
-facetune app
-entertainment
-almost having enough money to get more filler done so i'll be right on time for when i wanted to get it done
-getting more clarity and peace ever since nyc friend and i stopped speaking
-being self motivated
-my bedroom being clean
-smiling
-appreciation
-night skies
-my authenticity
-the little heater i turned on today
-my phone
-the internet