GRATITUDE LIST

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-m's husband calling me today
-my bed
-J texting me saying he is retiring tommorow and that was going to be a surprise for me, extra time. that we are at least able to text each other.
-not working today
-taking care of more things that needed to be done
-physical exercise
-cleaning and decluttering and reorganizing
-a clean apartment
-black leggings
-encouraging people on social media to donate to a charity
-doing some work on some facebook pages i manage
-blankets
-coffee
-seeing that it looked like my doctor called in my ativan for me since i wasn't able to make my appointment yesterday
-being kind
-face rollers
-my medications
-soda pop
-perfume
-rest
-yoga
-my beauty
-compliments
-taking supplements and vitamins
-trees
-doing some reading today
-my phone
-touch
-having beautiful hair
-the little heater in my apartment
-having nice curves
-entertainment
-relaxation

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-m's husband bringing me to work today
-sleep
-my green adidas track pants
-my ex J texting me back today
-getting my art print i bought in a frame
-being forgiven for my mistakes
-almond milk lattes
-having a lot of work this weekend
-drinking my collagen water supplement
-how pretty the snow looked today
-positive animal stories
-animal lovers
-fashion
-setting positive intentions
-prayer
-the little heater in my apartment
-getting laundry done before bed
-taking out the heavy trash
-showering
-clean clothes
-empathy for others
-connection
-my medications
-my phone
-having nice hair
-having beautiful curves
-having beautiful eyes
-newness
-ideas
-water
-bananas
-lip injections

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-vegan food
-vegan meat
-sir kensington's chipotle mayo
-ativan
-ibuprofen 800
-getting my art print in a frame
-water
-m's husband being nice to me and bringing me to work today
-my credit card having some money on it
-taking things one thing at a time
-sleep
-showers
-clean clothes
-having a clear mind
-having beautiful hair
-doing a spiritual intention setting exercise with solar plexus music and theta music
-almond milk lattes
-that i've been talking to someone new on social media who i exchanged phone numbers with that invited me to a concert with him in march
-my ex texting me today wanting to come this week
-goodrxapp
-my phone
-making a lot of money this weekend
-ideas
-that the new year isn't off to the worst start. things have been ok.
-fashion
-entertainment
-art
-smiling
-learning
-intention setting
-makeup
-my rose face spray
-animals
-beauty
-pictures
-animal lovers
-optimism
-pronoia
-my child-like side
-stretches
-my lip peel product
-relaxation
-healthy digestion
-lip injections
-inspiration
-touch
-social media
-blankets

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-cotton candy
-hoodies
-my style
-my ex wanting to come over tomorrow to give me a massage. confusing. i told acquaintances dont give massages since that's what we agreed to be but decided to let him come.
-getting the rest of my work done today
-m's husband being in my life and helping me
-stretches
-vegan food
-sir kensington's vegan chipotle mayo fabanaise
-clean clothes
-showers
-getting my massage today
-my medications
-cuteness
-positive animal stories
-shopping
-plants
-valentines day
-being cute
-relaxation
-setting positive intentions
-smiling
-inspiration
-goals
-being unique
-facetune
-earning a lot of money the past few days
-takings one day at a time so i dont get overwhelmed
-socks
-learning
-new ideas
-blankets
-my balcony window
-reading
-my skincare regimen
-lip injections
-self acceptance
-working on loving myself again
-feeling wanted
-an acquaintance i made through social media
-almond milk lattes
-feeling peaceful
-allowing feelings of presence and aliveness to breathe through me
-animals
-having nice lips
-having a young look and voice
-my credit card being pink
-my strength
-art
-warmth
-trees
-beauty products
-appreciation
-being kind
-prayer
-being productive
-apricot oil

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-vegan meat
-sir kengsington's chipotle vegan mayo fabanaise
-candy
-coffee
-water
-learning of new supplements to try
-smiling
-being beautiful
-compliments
-yin yoga
-getting more recaps done
-talking on the phone to m's husband today
-showers
-someone i've been talking to online and we've been flirting
-telling my ex off after he flaked on me again and him actually saying I do deserve better. Wow. Usually, he's too egotistical to say something like that
-interesting conversations with others today
-entertainment
-hairties
-the sun coming out today
-setting positive intentions
-acceptance
-peace
-my baby T cat showing up in my sleeping dreams lately
-blankets
-my phone
-plants
-technology
-my intelligence
-my style
-laughing
-humor
-apricot oil
-getting things done
-my hydrating lip peel
-taking things one thing at a time

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-getting another per diem sent for work
-getting a reimbursement sent from work
-cash app
-getting another job booking
-applying to some jobs
-entertainment
-brushing my hair
-compliments
-being considered attractive
-fashion
-not having any work or paperwork to do today
-buying an alexander wang bag
-humor
-laughing
-learning
-being smart
-new ideas
-bananas
-coffee
-walking to the store today
-physical exercise
-my skincare regimen
-taking my vitamins and supplements today
-water
-decluttering and rearranging things
-candy
-cuteness
-art
-the internet
-yoga
-updating my resume
-smiling
-m and her husband being there for me
-lip injectons
-facial fillers
-getting to the psychiatrist today
-calmness
-blankets
-my bed
-smiling
-looking young
-mobile editing apps
-prayer
-setting positive intentions
-animal lovers

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-feeling in a good mood
-bananas
-being considered attractive
-finding out i got my saks card in the mail and hadnt even known it
-having a lot more money on my credit card then i expected when i checked it today
-entertainment
-shopping
-buying myself a side table for my living room
-buying a valentines gift for myself
-buying some thoughtful gifts for my mom
-how pretty snow is
-M's husband bringing me to work tomorrow
-face rolling
-plants
-trees
-compliments
-physical exercise
-making goals
-the little heater in my apartment
-doing laundry
-having a young face
-my medications
-goodrx
-reflecting on my accomplishments
-talking to M from nyc today
-having nice curves
-learning
-having a great sense of style
-fashion
-staying positive
-staying motivated
-being strong
-appreciating quiet
-taking vitamins and supplements today
-doing more cleaning and decluttering and rearranging
-laughing
-making some movement towards some goals
-beauty
-showering
-roses
-apricot oil
-smiling
-appreciation

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-rest
-naps
-hoodies
-water
-iced almond milk lattes
-getting a ride to work today
-candy
-earning a lot of money this month
-staying motivated
-getting my new alexander wang bag in the mail
-realizing since today was a holiday and my payment didn''t come in, that maybe the automatic payment wasnt taken out either today
-makeup
-sunshine
-newness
-having goals
-yoga
-physical exercise
-the whites of my eyes being bright
-getting my marble side table in the mail
-smiling
-socks
-reflection
-vegan food
-positive animal stories
-shopping
-plants
-trees
-getting my eyebrows threaded
-beauty
-doing some reading
-doing some word search
-cleaning and organizing and rearranging and redecorating
-inspiration
-getting things done
-taking vitamins and supplements
-bananas
-art
-creativity
-having my own apartment
-keeping a positive mindset
-my medications
-cuteness
-black leggings
-being fashionable
-help
-pictures
-animal lovers
-shower
-looking and sounding so much younger then my real age
-felines
-being productive
-growing as a person
-self acceptance
-music
-great ideas
-my hydrating lip peel
-those who support me
-being kind

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-making l cat happy and having her over here
-taking things one thing at a time and relaxing
-candy
-food
-sleep
-crying it out
-reflection
-makeup
-being productive
-washing my yoga mat
-getting a new ig post
-my new marble table
-compliments
-beauty
-my beauty
-cuteness
-seeing my feral cats today
-the whites of my eyes being bright white
-stretches
-finding a vintage chanel bracelet on a popular consignment website i bought
-water
-showers
-immunity boosters
-my medications
-that my feral cats have a nice outdoor heated house
-the little heater in my apartment
-ordering the david yurman gold and silver necklace i've had my eye on for awhile now
-new perspectives
-being consoled
-having a nice chest
-entertainment
-making people happy
-my phone
-the internet
-being strong
-my bed
-trees
-colors
-walking with confidence
-having a good skincare regimen
-smiling
-being a nice person

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-i received a miracle today. what it was, had no logical way of happening, except being a miracle and amazing manifestation.
-God's love for me
-releasing my emotions and feelings about my inner demons and current struggles
-l cat and how pretty she is and great company
-getting my david yurman gold chatelaine necklace that matches my david yurman gold chatelaine bracelet a few years ago in the mail
-water
-taking out the trash
-cleaning and redecorating and reorganizing
-music
-sleep
-my luxury purchase i've made in the past and the unboxing of them and how fun that is
-sending my dad a gift tonight
-entertainment
-coffee
-having a nice chest
-nightskies
-l cat sleeping next to me in between the end of the couch and my legs
-pictures
-my taste in things
-candy
-physical exercise
-beauty
-my new alexander wang tote bag
-smiling
-learning
-inspiration
-being productive
-doing a little spiritual inner work today