In last night Dream I was with my father...….I told my father that my intention is not to offend him but I want to ask him something ….yes he said….I asked...do you have other Children then us 4....I said ...you had a period when you Went out dancing and you might have met others….he Went out of the room and soon come back carrying a big bag in his hands and saying….okay come....

In this episod I did bury in the sand a plastic bowle….I did dig it up soon and to my surprise it was a Young boy...he was in chock...he wispered something to me...I couldn´t hear what he whispered….I told him….he must dare to speak up...he must learn to defend himself...and not let others do things he do not want to him….I was in total despare ...….I have to reach him and make him to defend himself….