CF's dream diary

**DarkChylde** · 19th April 2018, 10:02 AM

Ok so here's my take on the "house connected to shopping mall via secret passage"

A house represents a "dwelling or abode for the spirit" , the "secret passage" as opposed to an open one represents a personalized "access" to a shopping mall which is a place where "various items necessary to make a living are made available" .

Take together that means that wherever your spirit resides you will have access either to information or communication to your spirit necessary to further yourself.Since it's secret it's not readily available to most.

**CFTraveler** · 19th April 2018, 02:52 PM

Hmmm. Interesting.

**CFTraveler** · 27th April 2018, 02:43 AM

Two days ago, almost forgot to jot it down.
Began like the usual 'house' dream, except my cousin told me that she had built an exact replica of the house we grew up in, except that the second story is made of wood and the original concrete house is the first floor.
I wake up, and am told about being in the house (I was in it, but not in my old room.) I wake up, and see some of the birds I used to keep (these are a recurring theme, needing to feed birds and having to find food for them.) I get up, see the birds are loose (I had left the cages open so they could fly free,) and there is a mix of the old birds I used to have, and my present cats. They seemed to get along, but I start walking around the house looking for the birdseed and the water, and trying to remember where I had put the cages. In the dream is usually in some attic. In previous dreams I find the birdseed and wake up just before feeding them. This time as I start walking around trying to figure out the layout of the 'new' place, I see my old room, and open the door, and see a man that could be my dad in the room. Then I look again and it's a different person. My cousin then told me that the house is to shelter people who need help, so someone else is in 'my' room, and one of the windows that my room used to have is a door to another room (which is not right). So I get out of the house and come out to the mall (the usual mall that is connected to the house) and I decide to go get some birdseed for the birds. Two things that should bother me but don't: 1-One of the birds looks like part of her face has been whitened, as if something had happened to her (a cataract eye) and lack of coloration in her feathers. I figure it's from old age as it's been a long time. Since I was in the 'second' floor, there is a staircase in the front of the house, I go down it to get to the opening that connects to the mall. I then wake up.

**CFTraveler** · 11th May 2019, 03:46 AM

I haven't posted in a long time because my dreams are usually unremarkable or decipherable. But this one is kind of weird.
I was dreaming I was in the past (80s-90s) in the house we used to live in (I'm starting to see a pun here as I write this) before we moved to our present house. I was sitting in the old living room in dim light (It was nighttime outside and I was reminiscing about the 'good old times' (that never happened) and a memory came back to me, in which Hugh Laurie was visiting us, as he used to do when I was younger. Memories came flooding back of when I was younger, and he lived up the street in which we used to live and how he used to come by and we'd have the most delightful and interesting conversations. Of course he had a different accent and voice that he has in real life, and I've never met him nor hope to, but the memories seemed real- there was a sweet nostalgia to this memory, as if we had been great friends, and I missed him and wished he hadn't become a famous actor. This was so weird that I woke up wondering if this was a real memory for one or two seconds when I remembered who I am and what my past was. The mind is weird.

**CFTraveler** · 1st May 2020, 10:27 PM

In all the dreams I remember for the last month or so I end up going to the 'other side' to find no one is there. And about two or three months ago (before the pandemic started) I had a dream about having almost all my soul aspects ready to go except two, that were hoarding karma instead of just getting their rewards. In the dream, they had done everything they wanted to do, but instead of getting whatever reward they could get, they were hoarding it for some reason and it was holding me up. The crazy thing is that this involved 'not' getting a reward instead of getting it already. Then the pandemic started and I'm not sure what this mean.
One more thing I may have mentioned before: In a dream vision my mom told me not to call her 'up' any more or I might bring up someone else. This was a year ago so I may have mentioned it. I was nonplussed because I had not been calling her (yet). With how things are now, I have to tell myself not to talk to her because of that previous vision.

**CFTraveler** · 14th May 2020, 06:43 PM

Two mornings ago I had my first disaster dream, a surprise that it took this long.
I was on the wing of an airplane looking at the stars, marveling at the fact that I could see a wonderful star shower. Then when we got to the island, I now was on top of the car, not in it like everyone else, still looking at the meteor shower, when one of them got too big and hit the earth, to the right of me, which I interpreted to be East of San Juan. I expected a flash and a big noise, but it didn't come, and I woke up as I wondered what this meant.

**CFTraveler** · 6th April 2021, 02:19 PM

2 nights ago I dreamed I was getting ready for a wedding or formal party. The only people in it were my deceased family. They were asking me if I wanted to send my brother and his ex a card inviting them. The cards were black and red, like some sort of abstract Tarot card. I said "of course", irritated at the implication. When I woke up I had the distinct feeling I'm next.

This morning I was dreaming I was at a party in a hotel that my husband's family was throwing. I had busied myself with some work (at the party) to avoid 'just hanging'. I went to another part of the hotel to see about some costumes when someone yelled "tidal wave" and just as I was going to ask for clarification water just started coming in a second later. I tried to run to the party hall but it was too slippery and I found myself waking up as I tried to run in the slick floor.

**CFTraveler** · 14th July 2021, 05:18 PM

The nightmares are back. I am forced to face certain things that have happened before, as to let me known there's nothing left unattended that will be ignored. This is unbearable. Why can't I forget anything? I have good insight as to the meaning of most of my dreams, it's as if I'm forced to feel things I don't want to feel in the dreamstate. Enough of this.

**Antares** · 16th July 2021, 04:32 PM

What I can see, especially on this forum, is enormous increase in nightmares, me included.
(But I think I mostly worked it out, so that they are very rare now - at least in their litaral form; certain techniques and approach help).

I'm investigating this subject for months now, however, I have certain observations and conclusions already, one of those being that we (people, especially with the 6th and possibly 7th, but also, interestingly, 2nd, energy centers activated) are under massive, negative influence (I shy away from using a word "invasion" yet) on the planet at lower astral levels, or whatever name you wish to assign it to those.

**CFTraveler** · 17th August 2021, 08:31 PM

Originally Posted by Antares

What I can see, especially on this forum, is enormous increase in nightmares, me included.
(But I think I mostly worked it out, so that they are very rare now - at least in their litaral form; certain techniques and approach help).

I'm investigating this subject for months now, however, I have certain observations and conclusions already, one of those being that we (people, especially with the 6th and possibly 7th, but also, interestingly, 2nd, energy centers activated) are under massive, negative influence (I shy away from using a word "invasion" yet) on the planet at lower astral levels, or whatever name you wish to assign it to those.

I agree, but not necessarily in the same way- negative energy. My clairvoyance has been at an all time low for the last two years, and the last time I saw my mother in dream/visitation she told me to not try to contact her, because it probably would not be her.
Last night I had the type of dream with my father I used to get when he had just passed- a recurrent one that always left me perplexed. He is on the other side, but has been resuscitated, and will not tell what happened when he was dead.
Now he's back (in my dreams in the 'dead zone', having been back for the second time. It is a weird thing and I don't really know what it means, but it doesn't feel good.
I like seeing him again but I can't understand the whole 'being back after being back after being dead' thing. A number of friends have interpreted this for me, but I never 'get' it. It's just strange and discomfiting.