IA´s dream diary....

[IA56]

In last night dream I was on a boat...huge....my whole family was there too...(this is mirroring my teenage) my mother wake me up and did push me out of the cabin and locked the door...I was in my pyjamas...she did not care...and suddenly I did not find my family at all....so I was wandering on the boat in my pyjamas and excusing me to people that I was not properly dressed....I found a young women in a bed with tubs...she was severly ill...cancer I think...I went to talk to her...and she told me that she has now come out...and soon her girlfrind was besides her...I felt that she had become ill because she had not dared to express her inner wishes...but is becoming better now when she is true to herself....

[IA56]

In last night dream I was visiting a co-worker when our boss did come to visit and started to put me down...he said...you are so stupid...and went on like this...so I said...if you really feel like that why do you not discharge me.....but he said...maybe I should leave....yes I said...leave and do not come back before you are more positive....and I continued to say that he has problem with alcohol....he admitted that he has...I said...why do you not do something about it??

[Antares]

In last night dream I was visiting a co-worker when our boss did come to visit and started to put me down...he said...you are so stupid...and went on like this...so I said...if you really feel like that why do you not discharge me.....but he said...maybe I should leave....yes I said...leave and do not come back before you are more positive....and I continued to say that he has problem with alcohol....he admitted that he has...I said...why do you not do something about it??

Do you think it could be a part of yourself, the boss?

[IA56]

Do you think it could be a part of yourself, the boss?

Hi Antares,
Yes of course it can be...but why does it appear now about the alcohol problem...I went sober in 1989...so in my mind it ought to be the man who abused me, he had sever problems with alcohol and he did say often to me that I am stupid.

Love
ia

[IA56]

In last night dream a female doctor had a baby and she asked me about the babys skull....it was a bit lumpy...the baby was very bright and all the time smiling and was so happy baby...and did understand when I talked to him....so I said ...I do not think it is anything wrong he just has a bit different skull then ordinary....the doctor and few others was leaving and me and the baby did look when they where leaving....and I did see a male lion running fast...so I yelled ....lion to the right.....lion to the right....I was surprised over my voice...it was so powerful.

[Antares]

Hi Antares,
Yes of course it can be...but why does it appear now about the alcohol problem...I went sober in 1989...so in my mind it ought to be the man who abused me, he had sever problems with alcohol and he did say often to me that I am stupid.

That's also possible. Both are possible. I think it really is important to verify what type of consciousness state you are in when the dream appears, it determines a type of a dream. Some dreams might have only reflective nature - i.e. the reflection of subconscious memories. Some may have a deeper symbolic meaning. It is possible that in this case it was the former, if it was a rather shallow type of dream.

[IA56]

That's also possible. Both are possible. I think it really is important to verify what type of consciousness state you are in when the dream appears, it determines a type of a dream. Some dreams might have only reflective nature - i.e. the reflection of subconscious memories. Some may have a deeper symbolic meaning. It is possible that in this case it was the former, if it was a rather shallow type of dream.

Do you have possibillity to try to explain how you mean by...shallow typ of dream...and a deeper symbolic meaning of dream...?

Love
ia

[Antares]

Do you have possibillity to try to explain how you mean by...shallow typ of dream...and a deeper symbolic meaning of dream...?

During the dreaming state, there is no just 1 mind state, but multiple. Shallower dreaming is close to wake-up state. Deeper dreaming is when you are deeply in the dreaming state. Shallow dreaming tend to provide a rather shallow, and rarely important information (but not always). When you are in a deeper state, you also reach the deeper parts of your mind.

[IA56]

During the dreaming state, there is no just 1 mind state, but multiple. Shallower dreaming is close to wake-up state. Deeper dreaming is when you are deeply in the dreaming state. Shallow dreaming tend to provide a rather shallow, and rarely important information (but not always). When you are in a deeper state, you also reach the deeper parts of your mind.

Does colores give any indication about if it is shallow or deep state....like brighter colores and stronger feelings in the dream...and dimmed colores and not so much feelings in the dream??

Love
ia

[Antares]

Good question. I'd say maybe not color itself, but how intensive it is. Besides, people tend to overlook their feelings - not just in dreams, but also during the day. But this single fact does not tell everything, of course. I'd go exploration way to figure and learn things about dreams. It's like with everything... Like walking in the woods: if someone does not know much about woods, he or she would have to learn best from his / her own experiences. But dimmed colors are a good way to determine this; if feeling is not meaningful, particularly negative, or dream feels stupid and seems to make no much sense, it is probably also a good indicator.