GRATITUDE LIST

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-water
-m's husband coming by to see me
-joggers
-yoga
-the tenant union guy coming by today and changing my lock for me and also giving me a pin from his union and some papers about their cause
-comfy socks
-having nice curves
-making my phone therapy session today
-being smart
-touching up my hair color
-confirming more jobs and meeting my income goal of working for this month
-cleaning
-bathtub getting cleaner
-copper sponges
-root beer
-beautiful things
-fashion
-sunshine
-ideas
-pillows
-blankets
-deciding to get a little christmas tree and some ornaments for a creative project to play with by going very unique it
-great designs
-having great taste
-hyaluronic acid
-music
-laughing
-hope
-having a kind heart
-my beauty
-having nice eyes
-fabric refresh spray
-perfume

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-self compassion
-tackling problems one at a time
-going to the gym today
-confirming jobs today and exceeding my earning goal for the month
-coffee
-finishing the bath tub and putting the new shower curtain up
-new ideas
-sleep
-having a new lock on my front door
-having a kind heart
-feeling more positive
-makeup
-having nice lips
-water
-seeing my body get more sculpted
-being productive
-making a self hypnosis audio recording
-inspiration

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-female that time of the month products
-painkillers
-stain removers
-crying it out and feeling my feelings
-masculine men
-newness
-root beer
-having great hair
-water
-blankets
-pillows
-sleep
-ideas
-being smart
-surrendering and having faith
-laughing at the universe
-yoga
-having nice lips
-hyaluronic acid
-coming back to myself
-D bringing my package up my stairs
-ending up with a baby pink christmas tree instead of white, which would make me mad, but it's so funny because that's actually what i was seeking out at first
-making efforts
-entertainment
-creativity
-doing some reading
-music
-having beautiful eyes
-colors
-coffee
-red pepper hummus
-art
-having goals

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-being strong as hard as it's been with what D's been doing to me
-self compassion
-being easy on myself
-healthy digestion
-drinking hibiscus tea
-ideas
-water
-that time of the month products
-seeing M's husband today and him helping me with some work stuff and taking me to store
-yoga
-having nice curves
-my abs getting more sculpted
-coffee
-root beer
-having a grapefruit bud light seltzer earlier
-sleep
-newness
-red pepper hummus
-joggers
-botox
-my little pink christmas tree
-getting some ornaments to put on my christmas tree in the mail
-hyaluronic acid
-having goals
-reflecting on criticism
-having nice lips
-having nice eyes
-reassurances
-being smart
-being able to get a little savage
-great design
-creativity
-tissue salts
-those who do things to make a positive difference in the lives of others, heroes
-laughing
-art
-entertainment
-having 2 jobs this weekend
-pillows
-blankets
-colors
-beauty
-having great taste
-cleaning products

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-hibiscus tea
-being considered very attractive
-being smart
-compliments
-M bringing me to my job today
-being kind
-helping causes i care about
-M taking me to starbucks on the way to work
-finding out that the guy at the gym that flirted with me in front of her recently asked her about me today
-getting to the do the stairmaster today
-having great eyebrows
-colors
-fashion
-beauty
-makeup
-great design
-art
-cleaning and organizing
-my creativity
-being an interesting person
-my little christmas tree coming along very nicely with the ornaments
-everyone i tell the story to about the tree was supposed to be white and coming light pink which i was seeking at first being amused at it as well and finding it interesting
-sleep
-water
-blankets
-pillows
-saying stuff to D i needed to say some more that was angry but needed to be said and of course he ended up arriving home same time as me and seen me walk towards door as he was driving to park his car and i ended up peeking out window to be sure it was him and seen him looking at his phone and then another minute or two later, inside his apartment. So, he's seen me a few times the last few weeks outside, i have not seen him. This was the first time i seen his car while he was in it, but i couldn't see him of course because it was dark and i can't see super well especially at night
-baby wipes
-physical exercise
-yoga
-eviction ban extended another month
-hope
-starting to gain more confidence, clarity, and inner peace little by little
-inspiration
-being able to laugh at myself
-having m and her husband to count on as a support
-getting a bank account i can connect to cashapp, uber, and quicker transfers
-having great hair
-having beautiful eyes
-deodorant
-fabric refresh spray
-self compassion
-surrender
-newness
-perfumes

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-sleep
-my body relaxing
-eviction ban extended
-M's husband calling me today
-reflection
-hibiscus tea
-ibuprofen
-yoga
-root beer
-my acupressure mat
-kind, heroic men
-fashion
-cleaning and rearranging things
-cleaning products
-getting some pics for my social media i want to post
-beautiful things
-bras
-hyaluronic acid
-sleeping the in the nude more often
-dimmer lighting
-being productive
-doing some reading
-my accomplishments and status with former career that i plan to go back to
-having some of my dreams come true in lie
-being considered very attractive by others
-walking a little bit at night after taking care of something for work
-having a miracle happen of seeing my power utility bill that i owed almost $500 to completely paid off when i went to check it the other day when i got an email statement. A miracle. I applied for assistance programs but didn't hear anything.
-surrender
-helping others
-having goals
-being creative
-utilizing my resources
-baby wipes
-my travel size lint roller
-listening to my new subconscious audio recording
-fabric refresh spray
-empathy
-ideas
-deodorant
-my femininity
-laughing
-working on loving myself more again
-prayer
-kindness

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-J the union organizer calling the slumlord for me last night
-seeing how surrendering makes things work out
-hibiscus tea
-being strong and feeling my feelings with the painful stuff going on with how D is being to me
-Starbucks
-M bringing me to my job today
-seeing how much M's husband loves the cats
-photo editing apps
-my little pink christmas tree
-having great taste
-my christmas ornaments
-supporting small businesses
-art
-being smart
-cuteness
-felines
-my acupressure mat
-conditioning, color-toning hair masks
-going to the gym yesterday
-water
-cleaning products
-makeup
-laughter
-showering
-kindness
-confirming another job today and my first double booking since march
-fashion
-discovering new things
-blankets
-inspiration
-hairties
-hope
-coffee
-drinking some wine last night
-my talents
-yoga

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-when attractive men seem to have a crush on me
-doing some written affirmations tonight
-doing some reading tonight
-utilizing my resources
-great deals
-being smart
-my acupressure mat
-humor
-music
-yoga
-a ♥♥♥♥♥ relief agreement finally done with Congress
-water
-root beer
-blankets
-pillows
-cleaning products
-spices
-vegan food
-my creativity
-self acceptance
-my little pink christmas tree and ornaments
-mobile editing apps
-entertainment
-fashion
-having great taste
-great design
-having a kind heart
-seeing the bright side of things and power of surrender
-cuteness
-compliments
-beauty
-inspiration
-prayer
-deodorant
-fabric refresh spray
-baby wipes
-innovation
-having great eyebrows

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-M saying she will take me to the mall this week
-getting my recap done and seeing my last one went through
-fashion
-my sense of style
-a ♥♥♥♥♥ relief bill finally passing
-prayer
-lemon bars
-water
-root beer
-colors
-my beauty
-organizing
-getting another cute ornament in the mail and 2 holiday cards
-blankets
-my tea tree oil foot spray
-my acupressure mat
-being productive
-my balenciaga socks
-decluttering
-my gray winter coat
-having a baby face
-vegan food
-having a unique personality
-beauty
-having beautiful eyes
-having great eyebrows
-my arms getting more in shape
-cuteness
-learning
-having a kind heart
-newness
-hibiscus tea
-deodorant
-perfume
-cleaning products
-how much M's husband loves the cat cats
-getting more grounded
-confirming 10 jobs this month

[buttercup]

-music
-fashion
-M taking me shopping for christmas
-J from tenants union reassuring me
-root beer
-water
-crushed red peppers
-wine
-my starbucks veganized vanilla bean frap i get
-tissue salts
-waking up earlier today
-sleep
-working out today
-doing laundry today
-starting a to do list today
-my inner peace increasing
-looking very young
-sexy men with dopey looking eyes
-my beauty
-yoga
-hibiscus tea
-working on loving myself more
-helping others
-getting paid yesterday
-that it seems like D may have been checking on me today
-laughing
-having nice curves
-compliments
-baby wipes
-showering
-newness
-feeling my feelings
-cuteness
-animal lovers and activists
-sunshine
-colors