IA´s dream diary....

[IA56]

In last night dream I was just a spectator...I saw a young women who had very complicated relationship to a man...I could read hear diary where she have written that she do not think this relationship will last...she went to a trip and she said when she come back home that she thinks her realtionship is singing on the last vers.....I saw written on the air...4844....I thought it was her bank code...but it was not...because she had not acitivated her card yet....

[IA56]

In last night dream I was in a shoe shop...high heals in all kind of colores...there was no direct price on the shoes ...several sighns with various numbers....on one was 50...98....173.47....so I tried on it was one number too big...only one pair in black was in my number...the others ...white, red, brown, pink, was too big.....

In this episode I was in a winter landskape...waiting to cross a road....I had to drive up on a wall like steep upwards...to do so I shrink my car and asked help to lift the car over the steep...there was several persons who was curious how I will cope in this situation...so when I shrink the car and get one to help me we lifted the car easy over the steep....one man did blink at me...like sayin...smart...the car stayed shrinked but I did fit into it nevertheless.....

[IA56]

In last night dream I saw a seequence when my son was 3 yrs old....I saw it like I was in the air and looking into the car ...my father holding my son in his lap...and my mother was also in the car....my father let my son sit in his lap when he drow the car....they where living on the country side so this was possible to do so....I did forget the other dreams because this was so surprising because my son have never bean without me with my parents...but this must have happened during the 6 months period what is still hidden for me....what happened during the big beatening of me...my son have said I was in the hospital with infusion....I have no memory of this...I must have bean in coma and maby given some drog what makes me to not ever remember what happened...

[IA56]

In last night dream was a very young boy/man crying...I asked what is wrong...he hugged me and cried....I said...tell me...better sooner then latter....but he just cried ...it was so heart breaking...I tried to console him...in houres.....but he did not open up why he was so sad....

[IA56]

In last night dream I had a little baby...I held her face to my face...she druled into my mouth...I lifted up the baby and looked into her eyes and askde...did you drule into my mouth...yes she said...like it was something important??

In this episode I had bought a skrapyard it was in Finland...I lived in Sweden...we went to look if some of the cars was in good condition...so I had several keys and we tested the cars...many of them you could start...but some of them lacked tires...and some of the cars was packed with items...for skiing....and for skiboarding etc...

[IA56]

In last night dream I was working in a hospital kiosk...my father come by and we where talking about the train timetable...my boss appeared and my father asked her if he can take one train timetable and ske said NO...I told my boss that we have several...and I can come with new ones tomorrow when I come to work...but ske said NO...I can´t understand why she said NO??

[IA56]

In last night dream I saw a strange looking clock.... the display was on the right side...from 12 1 2 3 4 5 18 on the left side 19 20 21 22 23.....

[IA56]

In last night dream ...I was dancing with a man...we swirwled around in high speed...he told me that he is dizzy so we had to stop it....

[IA56]

In last night dream I was in a holiday resort place...I did notice that I owned it....I was so surprised and started to clean because it was mine and I wanted it to be in good condition...I was in one cottage...and with me was an old co-worker (her family is from Polen) I showed her an coffee pan...she called for her mum to show her it too ...the mother is deceased since several years...when she did see it she laughed...and I poured some water in it to rinse it...and to my surprice we where several levels up...I throwed the rinsed water out of the window....and it was here I noticed where we where...the cottage had transported to a tower block...

[IA56]

In last night dream I had contact with a young man who was so sad and crying really crying from his depths...I embraced him and rocked him in my arms and he said something what I did not catch but it was something about his mother....it is I think first time I feel so real to embrace someone in a dream....can this be what it is called lucid dream??