GRATITUDE LIST

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-starbucks
-chocolate croissants
-my kittens liking their toys
-M's husband revealing info to me
-not making myself look like a fool
-seeing m's husband today
-going to therapy in person session today for first time in over a year and getting my letter for court
-sunshine
-having nice lips
-goals
-having blonde hair
-my aloe vera deep conditioner
-showering
-deep stretches
-my new antidepressant making me feel more grounded
-trying out my new retinol serum today
-finding joy in the little things
-fashion
-sweeping the floor
-cat cuddles
-cuteness
-photo editing apps
-pillows
-sleep
-making an effort
-walking 6 miles the other day
-taking out the garbage
-nightskies
-flowers
-trees
-vibrancy
-art
-heart warming animal videos
-innocence
-finding out my rental assistance is approved and nothing went wrong with it
-mischief
-confirming some jobs
-booking my first bar promo since 2019
-the sound of birds chirping
-kybella
-moisturizers
-ideas
-opportunities
-my allergies being better ever since air conditioner was replaced
-being kind
-colors
-newness
-decluttering
-meditation

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-my kittens
-cuteness
-animals
-taking my kittens to the vet and them getting complimented on being so calm and friendly and saying it's obvious they come from a very loving home
-that i might be able to get my stalker neighbor arrested for violating the restraining order
-self reassurances
-getting my pictures from M photographer finally
-naps
-the judge today seeming nice
-my resourcefulness
-brownies
-vegan food
-my clothes fitting looser
-fashion
-pillows
-my skincare regimen
-makeup
-drinking some caramel soothing tea
-putting my humidifier on
-feeling my feelings
-physical exercise
-being a loving person
-my burberry scrunchie
-believing in myself
-moisturizers
-showering
-cat cuddles
-mopping the floor
-my job this weekend
-putting some of my pretty stuff back out on display
-ideas
-getting merch set up to send to another friend
-fabric refresh spray
-getting a cash app sent to me
-kybella
-staying strong
-growing as a person
-my lower body getting tighter
-feeling like i won against my landlords
-feeling like i have enough to win my 2 year restraining order
-being smart
-my upcoming trip
-writing a nice linkedin review for m photographer today

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-naps
-cuteness
-cat cuddles
-turning my jealousy into inspiration
-entering W cat into a modeling contest
-botox
-a good skincare regimen
-pictures
-fashion
-sending out M's thank you card gift envelope and ordering him some chocolates for him to have that remind me of what he likes
-my burberry scrunchie
-having desires
-having nice curves
-writing out my affirmations yesterday
-my humidifer
-being smart
-physical exercise
-moving more everyday
-trying to drink more water everyday
-the cats doing things to make me laugh
-music
-peaceful sounds
-dancing
-awesome things i have planning/coming up
-my teal business envelopes i have for mailing out merch
-yoga
-feeling my feelings and processings
-my femininity
-my clothes fitting looser
-nice weather
-being great with words
-how nice it is transforming into a new person
-inspiring people
-being productive
-learning
-changing how i do some things
-trying to manifest bigger things
-rest
-kind people
-being able to start putting some of my pretty stuff back out on display again
-flowers
-people who save animals
-my grey leopard heart joggers
-socks
-showering
-colors
-sunshine
-vegan food
-connection
-newness
-healing
-meeting and having a nice talk with an inspiring uber driver the other evening
-empathy
-seeing more and more organizations and people who want to help animals
-self acceptance

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-fashion
-showering
-my determination
-my kittens
-getting some people who care about me to sign B cat's guestbook
-hope
-buying a new prada bag
-warm weather
-sunshine
-feeling my feelings
-my femininity
-my rental assistance check arriving
-masculine energy
-an old friend reaching out to me
-compliments
-my new portfolio pics
-things to look forward to
-air conditioning
-a friend putting up with me and cash-apping me when i was stranded proving more he is a real friend especially after being in a mood all day to him
-pink lemonade vodka
-art
-shapes
-blankets
-newness
-cat hugs
-vegan food
-my acupressure mat
-models
-calming my mind down
-moisturizers
-drinking water
-humidifiers
-cleaning the toilet
-taking out the garbage
-laughing
-doing some reading last night

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-music
-poems
-art
-romance
-sweet moments
-sweet memories
-getting some people including my dad and m''s husband and m's best friend to sign B cat's guestbook
-moisturizers
-physical exercise
-my kittens
-all my animals
-my femininity
-new portfolio pics
-my miami trip coming up soon
-love
-my humidifier/diffuser
-retinol
-drinking water
-digital activism
-good skincare products
-showering
-having a compassionate heart
-cuteness
-naps
-evolving into a new person
-botox
-my prada bag i ordered
-breaking the rules sometimes
-retouching
-fashion
-flattering pics of me
-hot guys
-having had interesting lovers in my lifetime
-newness
-coffee
-people who try to make the world a better place
-things that make me smile
-sunshine
-trying to move more

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-sweet drinks
-sunshine
-not having ♥♥♥♥♥
-walking 3 miles today
-tissue paper
-cleaning
-taking the cats out in the playpen today on the balcony
-coloring today
-fashion
-the fashion industry
-D being in my dreams the same day i also think i seen his car here
-drinking more water
-being smart
-attractive guys
-my trip coming up
-cuteness
-how cute my cats are
-coffee
-feeling my feelings
-heartwarming videos
-fun
-humor
-goals
-pillows
-blankets
-newness
-having new portfolio pics
-trying to stay positive
-defending myself
-art
-people making efforts to make the world a better place
-baby wipes
-learning
-love
-meditation
-prayer
-setting intentions
-moisturizers
-having beautiful hair
-being considered attractive
-beauty
-beautiful things

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-my last miami trip i did
-having money
-seeing my landlords returning checks as a blessing since it's illegal right now and deciding to just move asap
-being blonde
-telling m i have feelings for him
-moisturizers
-colors
-new inspiration
-apologizing to D after realizing he didn't leave that awful text, and realizing somewhere along the lines he finally did block me
-vegan food
-my humidifier
-drinking more water
-starbucks
-my lower body getting sexier and more sculpted
-compliments
-being considered very beautiful
-hope
-my new prada bag
-sunshine
-new ideas for my life
-doing my 4rth job of first career thing i do of the year which almost meets my goal for the year of at least 5
-new social media content to post for myself
-seeing my ferals today
-bring l cat over so my kittens can see another cat and get used to their big sister and learn more on how to be a cat
-sleep
-becoming more motivated
-being sent beautiful surprise delivery flowers from a merchant for the loss of B cat
-treating myself to new givenchy shoes and having my first luxury shopping purchase out of town and also my first luxury shopping purchase in store,i believe. it was impulsive, kind of wrong, but felt so right
-getting offered an art basel invite from a high end luxury boutique
-being given champagne after my luxury shopping purchase
-walking
-bows luxury merchants make on shopping bags
-ordering a pitcher so i can start making cucumber water
-throwing out my mattress because one of the kittens went to the bathroom on it when left in my room too long which works since i was planning on eventually upgrading to a new mattress
-throwing out some old things i no longer want
-art
-face massage and face rolling
-retinol
-cat cuddles
-times in miami spent in the pool
-showering
-being kind
-pillows
-blankets
-cat cuddles
-learning new things
-new experiences
-inspiration
-great movies
-oneness
-heartwarming animal videos
-buying my kittens a new toy when i got back from my trip
-fashion
-meeting new people
-setting intentions
-trying to be more positive
-laughing
-my style
-my phone
-pictures
-physical pleasures
-vitamin c
-finding more evidence to show the investigator that my landlords lied to her
-the w cat pillow for M's husband coming and it being beautiful
-good deals
-my new fendi bracelet
-reassurances
-seeing flaws in the most beautiful people
-beautiful things

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-how beautiful l cat is
-having l cat over and her slightly calming down
-drinking more water
-doing lunges
-sleep
-socks
-going for a walk today
-cuddling with my cats today
-cuteness
-affection
-compliments
-my beauty
-mobile editing apps
-learning
-being smart
-traveling
-croissants
-coffee
-moisturizers
-chivalry
-compassion
-masculine energy
-beauty
-my humidifier
-getting to a 1/3 of a 3 rent payments into my savings
-art
-fashion
-baby wipes
-cleaning products
-transforming into a new person
-peaceful sounds
-newness
-confirming another job for this weekend
-decluttering
-things to look forward to
-feeling a sense of openness
-organizing some papers
-being productive
-kind people

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-my kittens
-seeing how much my kittens love and care for each other
-going for a nice little walk at night
-reese pieces
-motivation
-my burberry scrunchie
-my hair
-face rolling
-B cat in his Batman costume
-starbucks
-being productive
-clarity
-goals
-cuteness
-sunshine
-blankets
-clean clothes
-face wash
-my beauty
-chakra balancing
-nightskies
-drinking water
-looking slimmer in work photos
-leggings fitting looser
-finding some booze popsicles to buy at work the other day
-good food
-retinol
-my humidifier
-pillows
-smiling
-laughter
-beautiful things
-makeup
-appreciating things in others
-fabric refresh spray

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-how cute my kittens look in their halloween costumes
-acceptance
-momentum with looking for an apartment and seeing an apartment today and getting responses and finding places in my price range
-getting a chemical peel today
-detoxing
-M's husband checking out the apartment i looked at for me
-drinking water
-coffee
-sweets
-my burberry hoodie
-my sense of style
-my anxiety medications
-being productive
-finding a juicy piece of new info i can use for my court case against J
-compliments
-my beauty
-confirming more jobs today
-blankets
-pictures
-feminine hygiene products
-my femininity
-my savings account building up
-growing as a person
-hair conditioner
-my skin looking good
-free samples
-hard seltzers
-learning
-yoga
-building a stronger body
-having a loving heart
-music
-no eviction notice thus far
-being clever
-having beautiful eyes
-passion
-art
-having nice hair
-having nice lips
-a nice journaling session the other night
-nightskies
-walking
-moisturizers
-new experiences
-cleaning
-brushing my teeth
-sleep
-newness