Hey,

I appreciate wanting to private dm with me, I definitely could have used some guidance when I was younger but, these attacks don't hurt me no more. I got my stuff sorted out already, I learned the hard way by now.

I mainly come on here to study the neg abuse forum and browse around.

But to answer your question.. I got so good at manifesting and staying within the theta state naturally that I was able to control my reality, putting things into peoples head, etc... For example, like getting a job with the hiring manager ( I never did anything malicious, or at least not on purpose)

I wasn't very knowledgeable about negs back then, quite a few years back but, I believe a high level negative entity started to really take notice of me, and I was given a choice. It was either I start harming people in some way shape or form to drain there vitality and share it with the negs or.. If I continue being nice, loving and understanding then I would be destroyed.

Well.. I'm a fighter so of course I didn't want to sit there and give in to start taking advantage of people with my abilitys, so.. Little by little I started getting attacked, worse and worse until I lost my job and my family thought I was an idiot... It even got to a point where one time I went unconscious during my drive back home( I don't even know how I got home safely, but I woke up inside my car parked outside the house haha) some neg was attacking me because I was so tired and basically vulnerable ( I was high on marijuana, so I definitely made it easy for them that time)

But yeah.. I finally decided to had get a consultation with Robert and I came to a realization that negs have been abusing me the whole time, and that is when my journey started into self defense... These things are cruel but I am good now, I had to learn some things the hard way... but I am still track.