Quote Originally Posted by Antares View Post
I had similar experiences with words - and also images - coming from outside of my mind. Frequently negative, but sometimes positive. I had strong suspicions that they come randomly to me - i.e. the words are not mine, but come from "something" else. I suspected a ghost or something, a non-physical parasite etc.

But all this thing appeared to be surprisingly a story similar to the ones which happened to many shamans, people channelings spirits (they are called "channellers" I guess) etc. This entity was gradually, for years, pressing on me, and was disturbing my life - all of that only to get my attention. Just like with many channelers that I read about. Similar to you, I had a feeling of resistance, and then handling them in various ways. But I learnt that these entities have A LOT of techinques and powers which make us thinking that something we thought is our thought - but it is not. They decide often for us, change our moods (to negative or positive), they are able to easily control energy in one's body etc.

Weird thing with such entities, to me. They feel like aliens anyway, but I guess they are able to control that feeling too.
I am more thinking of not any entities but because we are like computors...all what we see..hear..experience etc from the first minut when born and also before birth we register...the family I was born too in this life do use very hars and hard language...and it is these words is echoing from my inside now...I was more or less in chock how the family I was born too talk and behave...very dysfunctional....I never accepted and did not want to be part of.....so I do think now when I am older the wall is becomming thinner and I am sure I have to go through this before time is up so to say....