Was it me?

[GRANT]

Grant
Hi Gang,
It's been a long while since I've been on this site.
So many things have come up at once and they all needed attention at the same time.
I was going nuts. Also, I didn't have a working computer for so long, for this reason or that and I miss the forum.

Anyway, I've kept up with my Astral practicing; but it's been hard because of all the goings on in my mind.

Something very strange happened last week. I think I was projecting; but not sure, except for some paralysis while waking up.
I woke up, or at least I thought I did and tried to sit up. I could only lift myself a little. Out of no where, I heard someone saying "Would you like me to help you get up?" I said yes and as I looked into the darkness I saw two arms, from the elbows to their finger tips, reaching out to me for me to grab onto. I grabbed their arms, by their hands and mine, and he pulled me up to the sitting position.

I then realized someone helped me up and I asked loudly "Who are you?" There was no answer. Ask I looked up, I saw one of my hands grabbing the other arm by the wrist.

I'm wondering if it was my Astral body trying to reintegrate back into me, causing the partial paralysis. I've seen myself before, but not this time.

Anyway, I thought I'd share this with the group and I'll be on more often now.

Thanks Gang.
Grant

[susan]

Hi Grant, been a long time also since I’ve been here but really good to hear from you, and thanks for reminding me that we can still do this with all the chaos around us. I’d given up. Just can’t get my mind in the peaceful happy state I prefer when attempting.

Anyway,a while ago I came to the conclusion it was ME helping ME.
But this ME would tease me by giving me hints to think about.
The time I was travelling on my back and the translucent hand I saw holding my arm had MY wedding ring on.
Being told to ‘“ Look into your eyes and I see mine”.
Seeing my head take shape on the pillow next to me but wink at me and suggest I should go to sleep.
Raising up from body in bedroom and seeing a shadow up in corner and without even thinking zooming across and blending with it and flying away ( with no conscious thought of doing this).

So yes I think this was a part of you that we are not consciously aware of whilst awake.

This site is very quiet now. Did you know there is a new Astral Dynamics site run by Robert’s son?
Anyway your post has inspired me again to try .
Thank you.

[GRANT]

Hi!
it took so long to reply.
Thank you for your post. It have helped me feel better because your reply confirmed to me that we aren't always aware of our travels and how often we see ourselves while projecting; even if we don't realize we've projected.

It has been a long time since a consciences projection, but the hints are there, if we notice them.
Too much stress with life's stuff; making a consciences projection tough; making it hard to relax.

I miss the vibrations very much and I'm glad to be able to get back to the site.

GRANT