I feel that kundalini awakening is a profound stage of tolerance , compassion and healing of self . This magical stage affords new vistas , the aspirant is able to develop all clairient skills , mystic projection and OBE with work , practice and routine effort .
The kundalini raising comes later and the first flame is not always felt imho , it is the sun yellow bright male aspect of Godhead . It rises like a heated energy wave up the male kanda in the earth stone to the heart .
The next flame came years later in my case , it was blue gray and came down like lightning thru a storm into the crown burning down the spine to the heart . It is the mother and goddess energy of the storming sky and lightning .
The third flame came several months later . It was soft pink the newborn son the union of the male and female flames . It went up from throne to crown and back down again . As it came into each stone it felt thick and strong like a cobra and when it came to the brow centre it erupted as cobra from the head like a crown of a king .
The fourth flame is called the princess . It was many months later for our group . It came like a thief in the night . The bride to the bridegroom carrying candles and lying in secret twin snakes performing alchemical marriage in the sunstone . A male cobra then fell exhausted fat and fleshyt . The female was exhilerated and rushed up to the crown around and around like thousands of bees came the humming in the golden bowl she made her nest .
The next flames came fast and furious often on the full moon . Some were very subtle like the one that caused the nadis to be born in the throne to wriggle up like so many coloured rainbow worms unable to do more than wave like seagrass . Then down from the crown came an echo of coloured worms . When they grew long enough to meet and pass each other a vast circuitry manifested in the energy body and the arms and legs became capable of manifesting bands of elemental circuitry .
Some flames were profound like the huge royal cobras of Vishnu which manifested in the back of the heart and climbed above the head .And in the front of the heart as the urn of Garuda and in the pelvis as astral messengers named for loved ones , friends , students and teachers to allow energy linking remotely to their signatures .
Many more flames came up , down , both , often the feeling is pressure , nausea , weight within , heaviness , fire searing heat and sometimes pain . On two occasions I had NDE but the kundalini healed more than it killed and it continued to have its way often dreaming to us of its impending arrival and telling us in circle how to prepare the energy body like a loving partner who has been missing for so long we anticipated each homecoming instead of fearing her .
After many years a sea serpent appeared and told us that this leviathan form was father kundalini arriving as air and water the traditional female elements . Somehow that made sense if mother is a snake from earth and comes in fire why should not father be yin to the yang ?
So water kundalini began last year but not just to our group . It was announced and continues to be described globally on forums . It felt as an internal shower cleansing healing cool , wet falling more often than rising and yin to the yang of the flames .
I am trying to type up my journal of our online circles experiences so that it can be searched . And maybe then I can write a more accurate and detailed description of kundalini as experienced by mystic hermetic magician peers that were mostly born indigos and who continue to develop .
~*~Love , Light & Laughter ~*~
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