(these are some exerts from my MAP journal. I feel I would like to get some interpreting here, since they are not dreams that come from my mind or are about me, you can sort of always tell if it has anything to do with you actively. That makes you, in a way, the only one who really can interpret your own dreams. This is different, I feel like these visions / images just jump at me for some reason, and I feel for the person, I am always the observer, never do the people in the vision look straight at me, as they would in dreams, it seems they aren't even aware anyone's watching, and it doesn't feel like a "scene" only an informative snapshot, although both visual, mental and emotional, and strongly symbolical. These images always appear during energy work / mind taming meditation, and / or just before I fall asleep, they are very clear, come on strong, stay for a while and then fade. When I was younger I used to joke about it, tell my friends before we went to sleep that "today's image is..." and it could be anything, a casket, a bouqet of flowers, a flame, anything really. anyone else experience this?)
*I recieved an image of a boy standing on a huge pile of small grey stones, in like a city dump area, and the weather was very dark and stormy, he looked hoplessly sad and he was standing here high up on the ghastly grey mountain of sand / stone, with the stormy dark clouds behind him. I think this was an image of how a kid I know is feeling, he is in trouble and has both mental and emotional issues. I think the image was shown to me either by my subC or something else, to remind me to look into that matter.
*I got one of those strong images again, they come to me when I do energy work, and just before I fall asleep at night. I won't write here what I saw, but it wasn't too easy to interpret. Ok whatever I will write it down It was a guy I know, a model who's living a very "rough" life with a lot of partying and stuff, and I saw him, naked except for a blueish tie around his neck, (although I only saw from his stomach and upward), he sort of stretched out his arms in a very self-aware and proud way, as if telling everybody in the room "see, what do you think of that?", bragging sort of, like a spoiled prince welcoming his guests to his castle. with his arms spread out and that conceited / smug smile on his face, he leans back, sort of throwing himself back into a pool of furious waves, as if he thinks he's throwing himself back on a sofa, but then the angry ocean swallows him whole. Interpretations are more than welcome.
*Today's image: I see a brunette young woman, she actually looks a bit like a little 8-yr old in my class (I teach languages), but then again not at all, perhaps, she would look like this in the future, in her 20ies. anyhow, I saw her standing up in a room, looking over to the left somewhere, or just standing there sort of in a hazy way, as if she isn't awake but still present. She's wearing a white but "old" and "used" so it has more of a yellow touch to it (bone-white) - night blouse / gown, like the one the ladies slept in during the 18th/19th century. the night dress is stained on the lower edges and some stains around her genital / stomach area, also there's blood on her stomach. I get the feeling the has miscarried, but is to "gone" to even care or notice. I felt sorry for her. Oh now it pops back to me, I got the feeling she was in a very classy old world luxury hotel.
These images are almost systematical now. No random stream. just one clear vision every day.
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