I've had no fear of death since I was about twelve. I had a dream in which God came and took me out of my body and we went all around the world, with God showing me things and pointing things out to me. I can't consciously remember anything God said to me, but I believe now that I was told most of my life plan (i.e., how things were going to unfold). I have a very curious tendency to recognise signs and situations and read them as signposts (hard to explain).
Anyway, I wasn't doing a lot of spiritual work at twelve, other than having been psychic pretty much all my life and having talked to God pretty much always.
The dreams of death... Some were past life memories, I'm sure of that now. Some were symbolic of spiritual things and had to do with various non-material entities that were plaguing me. Some were, I believe, an expression of an intense desire to die so as to be reborn (not a literal "death wish", more of a transformation wish).
I don't know what the ghost dreams were. Usually in my dreams, a "ghost" is an unresolved issue (used to have a lot of haunted house dreams), but that wasn't the quality of the ones where I was the ghost. I don't actually know what to make of them. One of them, I suspect, was actually an astral projection that I just happened to remember as a dream. I was playing in that one, changing shape at will, that sort of thing.
For me, it's hard to say how much of my dream life is related to my spiritual work. I've always been spiritual, pretty much, and always been psychic (for lack of a better term), though sometimes I pay more attention than at other times. My dreams have always been quite vivid and I've had precog dreams since puberty. I've always just kind of fit the definition and role of "mystic". Past life memories that I've had so far indicate at least two other lives that have mystical and/or psychic ability, so it seems to be a theme with me.
May the light surround you, may you be blessed. May the light surround us, may we be blessed. May love and light surround us all, and may we all be healed and blessed. And so it is, and so it shall be, now and ever after.
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