OK, two days ago I have this dream that seems to have no plot, but it looks like the symbols are what's important. These are hard for me to remember, and I forgot a lot of this one, but three things really stand out that I remembered.
First, I saw a mink (live animal) in a cage, obviously someones pet. The thing that really stands out is the detail. It was dark brown, but slightly lighter around the eyes. I have never seen a real mink, and maybe only saw a picture once in my life, but when I went to Wikkipedia to look up mink, the photo there looked exactly like what I saw in the dream! So to have a dream vision this accurate must mean that this symbol is very important.
Then I see a clear stream, and there is this huge fish in it. It had to be 4 or more feet in length! It was a very bright shiney silver color, with large scales.
OK, here is the really wierd, disturbing part. After I saw the fish, I heard this dream voice (disembodied audio) that kept repeating "You are not going to survive this" over and over again. I woke up angry, and replied to the voice "survive what? Am I going to die tomorrow? In 2012? Ten years from now? Who cares!"
So my questions up to this point is why did my dream suddenly go from symbolism to this looping audio?
I thought that the higher self could only communicate through symbolism in dreams so where did the voice come from?
Could it have come from something other than my higher self?
It really doesn't fit the M.O. of my higher self to be so cold and callous about my physical death! And if my higher self can communicate with plain language like that, why not just blurt out the whole message, instead of hybridizing the communication with symbols first, then plain language? There is something fishy here!
That's not the end of the story though. Last night, before going to bed, I asked for clarification of the dream and message while visualising the mink and the fish as I saw it, hoping to upload a clear message to my higher self. I asked for more dreams to help me understand the last one. I also let it know that I was disturbed at the lack of compassion behind that message.
At 2:00 AM, I was suddenly awakened by what felt like a high voltage electric shock! Now I was really upset! Why is my higher self being so abusive after I am trynig so hard to understand it's messages, now it's trying to electrocute me! Then I started in with all kinds of negative thinking that made me get too hot, and kept me up for another hour. After I decided that I have had enough, I was going to put on some soothing music, but I heard my cat mew, and for some reason, that influenced me to just clear my head, and just let the negativity die from lack of food, which it did. It just simply fell away. It even seemed like I touched the cosmic void slightly, before falling asleep again. Meditation - great stuff!
Then I dreamed that someone was outside in the dark, looking through my windows and stalking me. I called the police, and they sent "live in detectives" to to help me find, and arrest him.
Somewhere, I met this juvenile delinquent teenage girl. I knew that she could somehow help me catch the stalker, and I wanted to help her. I also knew that if I wasn't careful, and turned my back to her, that she could harm me. I suddenly discovered that my little house became much bigger now. I had multiple stories, and a fully furnished basement apartment. I knew that she wouldn't harm me if I let her stay in the basement because she would have everything she needs down there and she would help me solve the case. Dream logic - go figure!
Does anyone reading this see anything in the second dream that helps clarify the first dream? Can any of you "dream Detectives" help me solve this puzzling case, and help me see if/how the pieces of this puzzle fit together?
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