CF's dream diary

**CFTraveler** · 8th January 2011, 04:51 PM

I think this is similar, but in a sideways fashion.
We were living in a house that was a store in a shopping mall. That is, the front of the house was a store, like a furniture store or a kitchen cabinet store, lots of granite and marble, and as you got inside it was our house. My husband commented that when I felt like taking a walk I could walk around the mall and look at the other stores. If you continued inwards to the house, it turned into a very large cave-ish space, but with trees and animals. The very top of the cave had a hole in it which let the natural light in, which gave a beautiful effect- a magical effect akin to the scapes in the movie 'avatar'- not so much in appearance (nothing extraterrestrial-looking), but in the feeling of magic and beauty. Inside the cave we looked like Mayas and our cats had Jaguars, one black jaguar and a spotted one. Besides my son we also had a baby girl (in diapers). The baby girl is the only person who doesn't have a correspondence in 'real life'. I imagine it may be some child aspect of me, maybe.
Nothing remarkable happened, we were just lounging in the couch in the cave with our cats, who were snuggly.

**Korpo** · 8th January 2011, 07:03 PM

Hello, CF.

Seems like you're nursing that aspect of yours.

It's interesting that you had such an experience of such a natural realm. I, too, had one, it reminded me of the movie Avatar as well - and I never saw it before. My personal interpretation was that I had represented to myself the etheric plane, the realm of the nature spirits.

You could have been visiting there in your astral body, the mall could denote the astral plane as starting point. The Mayas might be a clue, as they lived close to nature - they built their cities in the jungle after all. Native Americans often serve as picture for closeness to nature, but the Mayas also make me think of magic.

Which might make it worthwhile to explore the meaning of this experience from a shamanic point of view.

Cheers,
Oliver

**CFTraveler** · 13th January 2011, 03:44 PM

Had a dream that included the fantasy part of my old house (recurring environment), and a visitor (I remember who it was, but I won't tell). As I was waking up I heard a voice that said "Lo sirius vega converga".
I immediately got my pad and wrote it down.

**CFTraveler** · 15th January 2011, 05:46 PM

More mall/house dreams.
I'll come back to fill up.

**CFTraveler** · 17th January 2011, 05:12 AM

Had some dreams that were very negative, but ended up in a good place.
Started with me and my family going shopping in a large city, and seeing some UFOs in the sky. One came down and I could see it was a helicopter, but was moving too fast, and I found this perplexing.
It lands in front of us and then things get complicated. There were people around us that were loitering, and army men in helicopters start picking them up and loading them in the chopper. I am also brought in, and my husband and son dissapear, and I am transported to what seemed like a very large police station. There is no memory of the transport, it's as if I had lost my lucidity and appeared there.
I try to explain to them that I was not a vagrant and try to show them my ID and purse contents and I see my cellphone has been smashed to bits and everything in my purse seems smashed. I assume there was a scuffle when they were picking us up. This part is confusing.
Then I am told by a male police officer that he can help me communicate with someone on the outside if I have sex with him. Apparently the fact that my phone is broken has to do with my inability to contact someone to vouch for me and he takes me to a plaza in public, and attempts to have his way with me. I let him and cooperate, only because I want to get out of there and back to normal life. When I complain about the public place and he attempts to have sex with me, he is struck with some malady. His eyes go up in his head, he looks like someone brain damaged and starts to drool. I am 'saved' from being ravished, but feel bad for him, and then a female officer tells me that this man has some sort of defect that is kept under control by medication, and something must have happened, or he forgot his meds. Anyway, I feel sorry for him and take him inside the police office and they take him to an infirmary.
When I'm there I'm told I'm free to go, and I start to cry, because I don't think anyone will even take my call, much less bother to come get me. I say my father (who is dead IRL) wouldn't bother to get the money to put gas in the car to come get me, because I'm so far from home. (My dad wasn't like that IRL either, so I think this father figure is symbolic.)
I then wake up, crying and forlorn.
I've been sort of depressed all day.

**Beekeeper** · 17th January 2011, 07:52 AM

I'm sorry your dream left you feeling that way. It's a challenging dream to interpret and leaves me wondering if the policeman was some type of astral denizen behaving in predatory ways, who was subsequently picked up, or if it was just some type of error signal in a simulation that was meant to work on an emotional issue related to the root chakra.
http://healing.about.com/cs/chakras/a/chakra1.htm

"Lo sirius vega converga".

I'm assuming you know Sirius and Vega are stars: Sirius the brightest star in the sky and Vega, the 5th brightest.

**CFTraveler** · 17th January 2011, 05:09 PM

I do; it just seemed silly, like a nursery rhyme.

**Beekeeper** · 18th January 2011, 03:31 AM

I do; it just seemed silly, like a nursery rhyme.

A bit Harry Potter- ish.

russmi3 · 19th January 2011, 03:52 PM

Sorry you had a "bad" dream!! I hate when those happen, haven't had one in awhile Thank God!! It is odd some of the similarities in our other dreams we are logging!?!?! This either means we are both a little cracked or neither of us are cracked at all...LOL

Keep the log going, I will too!

**CFTraveler** · 21st January 2011, 02:27 AM

I was attending my dad's 'ascension/graduation' party. He was in a group (of thousands) that was supposed to graduate to 'somewhere else'. I was sitting in the audience but had knowledge of the group that was supposed to ascend, as if I were in the bus too. They were dressed in white robes and looked like your standard 'angel in white robes'. My dad was in this large bus with his other 'cronies' that were supposed to be with him. When they got off the bus, my dad didn't seem to be there (there was no one that looked like him, but I recognized the others as his roommates.) I felt that there was some sort of scam going on, and that they were faking something.
I never saw him and even though there were groups that 'took the shuttle up', no one from his bus went up and I felt that they had no plans of going.
I woke up later after it turned into something else.