Quote Originally Posted by poème
I hope you will find what you are searching for on this path and I wish you luck!
A late thanks now from me, poème! Regarding 'luck': Here are some updates of synchronicities happening that indeed seem to hint to a kind of 'paving-the-way-for-me' action:

1. Besides the bonus I will receive in Sept/Oct, I now in April received a jubilee bonus form my company unexpectantly. Maybe I will not need to win any money at all now. (However, I still would like to ... )

2. Our teacher (the school of Alternative Medicine education) recently gave away to the students some old editions of books he doesn't need anymore. The one I got 'by accident' was one that I had browsed for a few weeks before on Amazon and Ebay, because I was interested in it, but did not buy it in the end because it was too early then and it also was much too expensive. Now I saved the money and the older edition is still sufficiently up-to-date for me.

3. It is good I started a dream journal already last year. Last year in summer, I had two dreams about a colleague of mine of whom I dreamt he would be my boss soon. But he left the company a few months ago, so that was wrong.
However, I just now realised that the teacher of my AM-school looks pretty similar to him (baldy head with glasses type ). Of course, he is not my boss, but the teacher of our group, which is still a leading role that is also connected to the notion of 'profession' for me.
And it gets even weirder: In one of those two dreams, this (now ex-)colleague of mine came up to me in class and asked us to re-arrange the chairs and tables there. Next to me, on the right, was sitting a girl I knew from my university time.
When we had our first class at the AM school last month, guess what the teacher asked of us? Indeed. We did a kind of introductory round and put the chairs in a circular arrangement. And there is a girl sitting next to me, on my right side. And she resembled that girl I knew from university at least a bit. If this was a precognition thing, it means that I "knew" already last year about my decision and what would happen with it. Weird, huh?

4. I was looking for a First-Aid class in my neighbourhood. I had it fixed on my plans in the calendar for weeks. I wanted to register for one in another city, a drive of a few miles distance. But now I was told it is already booked out, as many others were. My mistake, I was too late for registering.
I searched the internet again and now found one by another provider (the Red Cross actually) I did not find before: in my neighbour town, it is almost only 5 minutes from my home, wow! All courses were already booked out there too on the list, just one that fit my calendar perfectly and I took it, that is even much better than the one I wanted to attend before! It was also cheaper.

Wow, seems I have a lucky streak now. Coincidence ... maybe (not).