Layers of mind and personality - Creative forces to reach and use

[Border Dog]

I can be wrong, but let me offer a speculation to investigate

For some recent time I feel that my physical body is changing

Pehaps is change of DNA .. for example, I experience on hair and other parts of the skin. Change can also be associated with age, as some body functions decrease activity, and/or cell renewal.

I felt like I was this stream of light / consciousness, just like myself extended.

is probably your para-brain, that is much more extended than linear mind.
when use only the physical-brain, It seems a cage, if compare to the extra-physical

[Antares]

Pehaps is change of DNA .. for example, I experience on hair and other parts of the skin. Change can also be associated with age, as some body functions decrease activity, and/or cell renewal.

Yes, DNA is definitely involved with that.
How do you experience these changes on your skin and hair, may you elaborate on this?

is probably your para-brain, that is much more extended than linear mind.
when use only the physical-brain, It seems a cage, if compare to the extra-physical

From the day of my birth I was a very little materially-bound. I percieved everything rather as a resonance, feeling, energy etc. So I use a language in which I refer to energetic / qualitative parts, rather than giving physical references. I have issues trying to refer to and identify where my brain actually ends and energy begins. Both seem to me inerwoven - this is how I experience a human mind. I feel strong mental side more - than a physical side; or physical side being strongly a slave to mind (mental side has more power and is a master to physical brain - this is how I feel it).

I feel my body and mind as energy, more. Even physicality I sense as energy. I feel how energy changes within - to me a physical human body is literally a billions of smaller energetic spheres bound together. I experience atoms and electrons as energy - not as a seperate "balls" as scientific explanations try to give our reasoning minds idea what they supposed to be (so I feel they can recieve or give away the energy - and this is how they constantly do and react to the environment - other atoms, electrons and fields of energy). Mind is even a more subtle "device", influencing the body/physical energy.
I don't experience my mind as a brain only; I feel my mind being extended throughout the whole body and aura, also within the organs and especially in the nervous system.

But what I felt in that dream, was totally a different experience: I totally felt like I touched the big cosmic part of myself - like being cosmically extended for a while. This was a sort of experience that I got then.

[olyris]

The heart is a complete total utter and sacred mystery. Energies of that are at once human and godly. Mind, I feel, is for clearing the path to that mantle, which is permanently understanding AND understood - to be.

[Antares]

Edgar Cayce was telling that the mind shapes (builds, forms...) actually, in the end, our exeperience. Clearing the path is to combine both (mind and heart) so that there was no blockages on this pathway between the two. The same conclusion comes from qabbalah: three pillars - mental, intuitive, and balanced (central) correspond to those choices that we make in our lives.

[olyris]

I think that the mind can be either
- love (thinks), or
- pain (reacts)

... hence the choice to be alone at the beginning of the path.