Second Session; PE-Alien6.sess02, 2012-10-14 at 18.00 UTC+0,
local time (DST in effect) 20.00 UTC+2.


FELIX BAUMGARTNER

The start of this second PE session collided to some part with Felix
Baumgartners record attempt to jump from high altitude. Once he had
landed (I watched it on youtube), my clock was slightly over the
starting time.

I just had to watch Baumgartner's landing. Cool guy.

My session started about 20 minutes late.


RAPID START

I did some resonant tuning in TMI/Monroe style. I also put a thought to
every PE participant.

During whole this session I again felt a lot of energy sensations and
got a little head ache at the later half.

Also, yesterday, after the first session I got a mail from a guy from at
the TOE site who wanted to join, so I sent him a thought too, during my
resonant tuning as I hummed myself into the right state of mind.

As I often lay down during sessions, I have the lights on to prevent me from
going too deep into sleep and click out. This time I felt I was being a
little sleepy, which subsequently would make my memory recall fuzzier.
But I think I remembered the important parts.

I now began my PE session.

I first focused on Vicky's Garden, but I never came that far. Instead I was
swept into a nameless region where a fairy tale monster or troll attacked
me. I realized that this severely malnutritioned and skinny troll was Tabitha,
our TA.

She attacked me in a way where she threw herself at me and thrashed me around.
Tabitha's appearance was quite scary. Her face was that of evil itself and
I got only bad emotions from her. In fact more emotions than the day before.

It was clear to me that we hadn't managed to finish what our PE team started
out to do yesterday. But this time I didn't have to travel through several
layers of nonphysical worlds to reach her. She was there right at the moment.
In my face.

My intention to give her my name and place, from yesterday, seemed to have
worked in the sense that it was she who found me instead of the other way
around.

She also grew in size several times, which made her look even more scary,
more alien an unnatural.

I constantly sent her PUL, Acceptance and healing.

I began to wonder what had happened to my plan of bringing Tabitha to the
PE in the Garden & Park. Maybe there was a new transition I had to do?

Not being able to sense the Garden and not being able to resist the fear
she emitted, I accepted being afraid of her and only focused on holding
her attention on me as I sent her PUL.

Her oversized, disfigured and very scary apparition eventually made it
become very difficult for me to maintain any feelings of Love and Healing.

I decided that she was not allowed to be that big. I put intention on
making Tabitha shrink.

And she shrank!

I now had a much smaller alien to take care of and my own fear was clearly
reduced as I had an "evil" alien the size of a squirrel to take care of.

Her point long teeth, her claws which lashed out against me, her hateful eyes,
everything were much simpler to deal with, when it looked small.

Her attacks on me also were reduced and she calmed down.

I was sure I would be able to find her again, so what I had to do was to
move to the Garden & Park, to find my people. I had some troubles getting
away from Tabitha as she attached herself to me by bites and grappling.

I think my third attempt to get away from her, enabled me to escape.


THE INNER GARDEN

I eventually arrived at the inner Garden, that part which is surrounded
by the thick, dark green, high hedge.

About four albino aliens waited for me in one of the corners (at the red
spot on the map). I wondered what they wanted me to do?

I failed to communicate with them, so I stepped into the body of the
one closest to me, to figure out if that had anything to do with the
next thing the albino aliens wanted me to do.

Well, yes, it was the right action.

Once inside the body of the albino alien, two or three of the other albino
aliens did something to my borrowed alien body and I was lifted by two or
more albinos into the "sky". But I didn't go very far.

I was now back at Tabitha!

She wasn't as terrible towards me this time, but I also could feel much
severer "evil" emotions from her. Very bad things she had done, perhaps
during other lifetimes. Horror stuff.

To make a long story short, I can just say that there was some more
impressions of brawling with Tabitha and me trying to move back to the
Garden, as I felt I couldn't do anything more sane at the region where
she existed.

I had to get help from my fellow PE participants.


THE OUTER GARDEN & PARK - MY FRIENDS

With some effort I managed to moved to the Garden.

And I saw Jettins. He has always been in such a happy mood when I've seen
him during the PE events. He really lifts our activities. I felt joy to
see him again as he kept me grounded at the Garden.

At Jettins side I saw hydro1 and others.

I think I hugged some of the PE participants and then went back to Jettins
to greet him more properly. I then proceeded with greeting hydro1,
CFTraveler, dreaming90, zoser, IA56 and the new guy from the TOE forum.

I also greeted Vicky and Moen and a few others who I only faintly can
guess who they are, some women and some men.

I spent one or two minutes just moving around among the people, then I
held one of the woman in a waltz pose and started to dance. Several
others also began dancing, I think most of them actually were nonphysical
guides.

The dance built up some kind of happy mood to most everyone. I also
told all PE participants that Tabitha had to be fetched from her region,
as we were not done with our work.

Once in a while my vision was somehow disturbed by a grinning face of
Tabitha. I wondered why those flashes appeared to me in this otherwise
joyous and happy setting?


ENERGY CIRCLE

My memory is not clear about this point in time when we moved into a
PE circle.

Perhaps we did move around to other places or to "outer space", while
dancing and being at the PE Garden. I can't tell for sure.

But at one point in time I again noticed that IA56 was unhappy, not
full of energy in the way she should be. I decided that we had to
do something, this time too.

I don't remember how the energy circle was formed, if it was before or
after I noticed IA56's mood, but everyone there helped IA56 move into
the middle of our circle where a wide fountain or beam of healing light
moved up. We sent IA56 healing and PUL and everything we could to
restore her to her best.

By some reason I said: "IA56, shall we call your lost Aspects of Self
to you?"

IA56 responded yes, and we called for her Aspects to rejoin her. From
every possible direction, along the lines of our energy flow by the
fountain rays, Aspects or minor energy pieces moved to IA56.

I could hear IA56 say: "Yes-Yes, I want everyone of my Aspects to come
back to me. I want everyone back."

IA56 seemed more herself after this action of ours.


As this proved to be such a good activity to IA56, I urged one participant at
a time, if they wanted to, to enter the energy circle's middle and receive
healing and to call for their lost Aspects of Self. I'm not sure everyone
did or needed to do this, but in my impression most of the participants
chose to receive energy at least.


TABITHA

As we seemed to be finished with sending and receiving energy to and from
each other, the PE activity calmed down. People began moving out of the
formation of the circle.

Then it happened.

A scary being in the form of only skin and claws, stretched out like a huge
skin on a drum. The being's claws grabbed every PE participant and held
them into place around the circle.

I just assumed it was our TA, Tabitha, but she clearly had taken on a
completely different form. Just to make sure what exactly to do, I decide
to ask for guidance.

I looked around for my Second Albino from yesterday's PE. I quickly spotted
him to my left.

I asked: "What is this?" (aimed at the thing in the middle of the circle.)

Second Albino: "It's Tabitha."

I again: "But how did she arrive here? I haven't seen her clearly at all in
the Garden & Park area more than in form of brief memory flashes. How did
she end up here?"

Second Albino: "You brought her here. She's been on your back all the time."


Nice.

Well, after all, this was exactly what I wanted to happen, and what better
could it be that she entered the PE circle all by herself and didn't need me
force her into the circle by use of her alien prison containment machine.

Perhaps she had watched us all the time during this session?

I told everyone that the being, which held them locked in position with its
claws, was Tabitha and that we should do our PE Healing job to her.

We sent Tabitha PUL, Healing, Understanding, Acceptance and other positive
feelings. Tabitha slowly let go of us and while still under pain she accepted
what happened to her.

Her body transformed into every ugly shape possible, probably only expressing
how she felt about herself. It was clear to me that she was in pain, but
she didn't try to escape. The flow of energy from the bright fountain in
the middle of our circle seemed to clear out something almost physical
from her.

Everything around us grew into a storm. A huge alien spaceship moved over
our heads. Bright light radiated from the space ship. There were lots of
turmoil going on at our Garden area.

After about two minutes things ceased to be as dramatic and Tabitha was
left in the middle of the circle curled up, looking like a dried mummy.
Everyone in the PE group looked at her. Tabitha didn't move, she just
stared back at us, she seemed frozen or at least immobile.

I really wondered what to do.

I had seen Moen's face at some time during our PE and I remembered TMI-There,
or rather, I remembered TMI-There's Crystal.

I said to the others in our PE group that we had to move to TMI-There. I
stepped up to Tabitha and lifted her up.

Then we either moved as a whole or our surroundings changed. We were now
indoors at TMI-There. The place had grown since last time I had been there.


TMI-THERE

The room we stood in had the size of a basket arena. In one half of the room
the Crystal was standing. I carried Tabitha into the Crystal and placed her
at the center.

We now again did our PUL work. I even think some TMI people had joined
us and this time we did heal Tabitha for about 10 minutes.

Because I was rather deep into my session, I drifted in and out of sleep
and clicked out a lot, only remembering fragments of what happened at
TMI-There.

I think everyone of us, our whole group also stepped into the TMI-There
Crystal and got a bath of cleaning and positive energies as it flowed
through the Crystal from the below and up.

I also could feel some terrible energies move inside myself and I don't
think they were of my origin.

After a whole lot of energy work I saw a very slim, almost cartoonish,
white, smiling albino alien, with rather a small head, smaller than
a regular human, stand in front of us.

I realized that this smiling little albino must be Tabitha.

She was cute.


BACK AT GARDEN

I have partly forgotten how we went back to the Garden. But I saw
several albino aliens leave and move up into the air at the place
of the red spot of the Garden map.

I looked for my alien guide and when I saw him to my left I asked
him:

"Shall we do anything more with Tabitha or are we done."

Second Alien said: "You can leave her to us now."

I'm not sure he smiled, but at least I got the impression that he
was content with what had happened and how we had helped Tabitha.


COLD ROCKY & STONY SHORE

I felt a little exhausted after all this action

I can't exactly say that I have figured out what we really did or what our
mission was, or even why we were needed in the first place to do this work.

Some parts are not logical or doesn't resemble what Moen/Monroe have written
about, which makes it even harder for me to put the odd pieces together.

Perhaps this PE only is the result of my own wishes to learn more about
aliens or get to meet them more? I don't know. It wasn't a retrieval
in the normal sense. I walked around in my own thoughts.

From the Garden there now was a click.


Click!

I was standing on a stony shore. I had my feet on a low rock which went out
into the water. I guess that I was at the ocean somewhere (Norway? Alaska?)
but have very poor idea of where. The weather was cold and the sky was grey,
but I didn't feel cold.

The place felt desolate.

The sea was rather calm. I realized that I had been at this place a few
days before. At that time the sea had been upset and there had been rather
hard winds blowing in from the ocean. Big waves had rolled up the rocks
of the shore.

But now the sea didn't move much at all. I think it rained very gently.

I saw a familiar person, a woman in woolen clothes. She is in her 30ies,
and last time I saw her she had a child in her arms. This time I couldn't
see any child.

What was this place?

I looked at her and she looked back at me. Clearly she was a guide by the
clearness in her eyes. I now think I most of the times can sense the
difference between a guide and a retrieval target. It's something to
do with people's awareness.

The woman and I spoke, but I have forgotten what we talked about. It was
clear to me that this place was far from the Garden/Park and PE activity.
No one else was here from the PE group and I felt that I had to go back
to the Garden and say bye-bye to everyone as I was the PE host.

But some kind of feeling made me stay at this stony shore.

I then saw a fisherman. The woman spoke to the fisherman. They said
something. The fisherman looked at me. He was old. Probably over 60.

He had an almost sinister expression, perhaps that was the way he looked
like when alive. Now he was a guide, just like the woman.

The fisherman didn't say a word to me. He just held up his hand and moved
it over my chest. It felt like such a relief. He did something to me.

I relaxed and could see myself from a third person perspective. I saw how
the fisherman put his right hand into my chest and pulled out some black
tarry resembling gooey. I could physically feel that it was very nice to
get rid of whatever he removed from me.

The fisherman continued to do some energy work on me.

Eventually I lay down on the shore, my left side was in the water. I
lay among small rocks the size of golf balls. It was cold, but I didn't
mind the coldness. The water was dark and very calm. The waves came
in at my left side quite gentle.

I rested like that for maybe 3 minutes without falling asleep.

When I felt that some kind of emotional burden had left me, I rose and
went back to the Garden.


BYE-BYE

I was so relieved of what the older fisherman had done to me that I had
to share it with others. But I also had to make sure I thanked everyone
for their PE participation and say bye-bye to them.

I walked around among every PE group member. I remember seeing CFTraveler
sitting down. She looked tired, too. Two women approached her and were
at her sides, at least one woman held her palms at CFTraveler's shoulders.

I had said bye to CFTraveler, but I felt that I interrupted her friends
if I started talking about the fisherman.

I went around to others and felt that most people were leaving. I think I
managed to say bye to everyone including the new guy from the TOE Forum.

I met Vicky shortly and said I had met a new guide, a fisherman, did she
want to met him? Vicky just smiled her special smile and said she already
had a guide.

I then met hydro1 and told him about the Fisherman and asked him if he
would like to see the Fisherman guide. hydro1 answered yes and I moved
us both to the stony Norwegian shore. The woman was there, too.

I watched as hydro1 began talking to the fisherman and they seemed to
speak to each other. I left them as I got the impression that it was
their interaction.


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