My experience is also that there is only ONE consiousness what I have to intergrate all my parts to be in synk with....the experience what I call the dividerline...was about this....I was not ready to go up into the ONE...I also did feel that I have own will but when I am ready to go into the ONE there is only ONE consiusness and I will be intergrated with it....I did also feel it is okay to take my time...but I felt that it will demand from my side to really be ready to give up my individuality ...but the price is ...total bliss and happiness in a total new way what is not possible to dress in words.
I feel a bit stupid but this experience was so strong and felt so true...so I will stand for to be true to me.....and I believe what I experienced was real.