Quote Originally Posted by IA56 View Post
My experience is also that there is only ONE consiousness what I have to intergrate all my parts to be in synk with....the experience what I call the dividerline...was about this....I was not ready to go up into the ONE...I also did feel that I have own will but when I am ready to go into the ONE there is only ONE consiusness and I will be intergrated with it....I did also feel it is okay to take my time...but I felt that it will demand from my side to really be ready to give up my individuality ...but the price is ...total bliss and happiness in a total new way what is not possible to dress in words.
I feel a bit stupid but this experience was so strong and felt so true...so I will stand for to be true to me.....and I believe what I experienced was real.
The "giving up" thing to me is actually a commonly believed philosophy - but if to think it through it will become obvious that it's nothing but how the logic wants to see things: as it may only move in the oppositions because it's the nature of logical mind. I put aside the 'ultimate' answers, because mind needs to expand in order to gain more understanding beyond the logical. If you realize that there are in the end no limitations and no opposites (all are the same, but viewed differently), the "loosing" idea will appear to be an illusion, I believe - i.e. there is nothing to give up, you only expand in the end. People believe that time is real, and this is the key point here; I believe that time is an illusion, and without time, you cannot loose anything.