Hello, Volgerle.

Your latest experience has many clues for a simulation again, most probably one in learning to handle the mental body. So no need to long for experiences where you had visuals or the affirmations just worked. That would be like missing sitting in high school class while attending college.

Exit blindness is a clue for a situation where either one or more chakras still need to be developed (and hence no sight), or some of them are suppressed (and hence no sight) to help focus on the lesson of simulation (which might be to develop a single chakra or a dedicated set of chakras in unison). Kurt often refers to simulation as being like attending a gym with workout equipment. The equipment limits your range of movement to dedicatedly and correctly develop a certain muscle group in isolation. Similarly a simulation can serve the purpose of mastering only one chakra or set of chakras instead of all at once.

My own experience is that the exit blindness in the mental body occurs when developing the lower three chakras - presence in the mental body, the feeling of being on the lower mental plane and being sensitive towards its space, and mobility. The combination of these chakras also enables a kind of vision that is more like 3D touch or "knowing the space."

That your attempts to get somewhere else did not work also was probably due to it being a simulation - a limiting environment that tries to establish focus on the lesson at hand. Exploring the simulation for clues about what to do is usually the way to go. Later on, when mastering the body you are training, you might experience initiations (like Neil's) where you basically know what to do. Before you can do that automatically usually comes a phase of figuring it all out, and that phase contains simulations. You develop the inner senses that will later be refined and mastered to become mastery of the respective body you are in.

My guess for the eyeglass symbol would be this: You still need to expand (big size) your vision/ability to see (eyeglasses) energy (the pole - both telephone and electricity lines transmit energy). Not being able to deside what pole it is could mean it is both - energy = electrity, information/communication = telephone signals. In the higher planes, information is just the ability to read the information aspect of the energy.

Oliver